My best mistakes |COMPLETED|

Fifty-seven

Emma's p.o.v

Melbourne

Our first stop, then we're going to to Sydney.

"Mommy, can we eat?" Finn whined.

"Stop whining, Finn." Dan looked at Finn.

"Mommy, can we?" He ignored Dan.

"Yes, we can" I nodded.

"Don't ignore me when I'm talking to you, Finley"

"What are we eating?" Finn ignored him again.

"Finley, this is the last time I'm going to tell you to not ignore me when I'm talking to you"

"MOMMY, IM HUNGRY!" He yelled at me.

"Finley! Don't you yell at your mother like that!" Dan yelled at Finn.

"Dan, he's just 6 -" Dan cut me off.

"Babe, if you kept treating them like that, and letting them yell at you, well, that's so wrong!"

"How is it so wrong?" I yelled at Dan.

"Emma, you're making them think that you're easy!"

"How?!"

"Chillax, guys!" Nathan yawned. "But seriously mom, you should learn how to tell Finn and Ivan 'No'"

"But he's hungry! How should I say no?"

"He's going to eat anyways! He doesn't have to whine and yell at you for it"

"Emma, baby! Look at me" I looked at him.

"You're not controlling them, Emma. You're just teaching them what's right and what's wrong. They need to learn that, so they wouldn't do anything stupid when they grow up" he kissed me.

"I will try"

"Try"

"Finley, don't whine or yell. We're going to eat now"

"But mom-"

"She talks you don't answer except if she asked you to." Dan looked at Finn.

"Ok" Finn frowned. Thank god he didn't cry.

*

"Mom, watch this video" Ethan opened his phone and put a song.

"I wrote this song for someone special, I loved her since we were young, I had 3 beautiful kids with her... I always break her heart, but I know that's not who I really am.. So I'm trying to fix everything I did wrong.. Emma, if you're watching this... This is a song for you."

"It's a song called 'catch fire'" Calum said thro the mic.

oh say, can you see? This is not who I'm supposed to be
Without you, I'm nobody killing time

I try to deceive, Tried to win you desperately

Now I'm lost in the swirling sea of your sorry eyes

All my life I've been waiting for moments to come
When I catch fire, and wash over you like the sun
I will fight to fix up and get things right
I can't change the world but maybe I'll change your mind

Oh say, do you know? I'm a fool in a one-man show
I'm a broken stereo, out of time

So how does it feel? All alone, is it so surreal?
Because the ghost of survivor's guilt can be so unkind

All my life, I've been waiting for moments to come
When I catch fire, and wash over you like the sun
I will fight to fix up and get things right
I can't change the world but maybe I'll change your mind

The words you speak, surrounding me
This is broken love, in the first degree
The air you breathe is haunting me
Maybe I'll change your mind

All my life I've been waiting for moments to come
When I catch fire, and wash over you like the sun
I will fight to fix up and get things right
I can't change the world
I know that I can't change the world
But maybe I'll change your mind.

"Thank you" Ashton grinned.

"Emma.. I got divorced because I want you back and I hope you'll take me back" Luke's eyes filled with tears.

"That's enough" Dan shook his head. "You won't get back with him, would you?"

"No, of course not!"

"He broke my heart, and I wouldn't forgive him... Ever"

*

I don't know anything about Australia or Mexico or Brazil, so I'm just gonna move fast to Dubai. And I'm sorry that I'm updating slowly!

But from now on, I'm gonna update everyday!

I love you all! Thank you!