Chapter 5

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I've been thinking a lot lately. Like way too much.  I really like Daniel, but he doesn't think of me that way. He would probably be really grossed out if he found out that I like him in a more than friend way.

Whenever a guy that I have a crush on finds out that I like them, they become really distant. They start to talk to me less and less until we're no longer friends. Until I only know them as somebody that I used to know. (No song pun intended.)

I don't want that to happen. I would rather have our relationship the way it is, than just give it all up by telling him. I love him.  Ugh. I'm just so confused.

I've had to keep reminding my heart of its job a lot lately. It's only job is to pump blood and keep me alive. It's not supposed to play with my feelings and emotions the way it has been doing.

I honestly just want things to stay the way they are. At least that's what my brain tells me. And that stupid part of my cardiac system. That really important organ that I wish I could get rid of. My heart. Well........it has a different idea............

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