[C] I'm Sorry 미안해 (Sequel to My Brother) | YooLee Brothers

Chapter 12-The Funeral

[Song of the chapter: Gone-JIN(Lovelyz)]

Kwang Soo's POV

I just sat there quietly, with a mong face, not answering anyone's question. I just can't accept the fact that...he's gone forever.

Why am I so blur?

Why didn't I notice something wasn't right when he was lying on my shoulder?

Maybe...if I notice it, he might not be dead...

He maybe still standing beside me, bullying me as usual, patting my head...

The doctor told me that he stopped eating his medicine a few days before we went for outing, and that's why his sickness become worse and he just...left.

Why?

Why am I so stupid?

I can't stop blaming myself right now.

I just can't forgive myself...

Just then, the RM members and the other crews came to the funeral. I'm still sitting there, without looking at them.

"Kwang Soo yah." Jong Kook hyung called.

"..." I did not answer him but keep quiet. Ji Hyo noona hugged me from behind while crying, she whispered to my ears saying, "Don't be sad, Kwang Soo yah. We're still here with you."

"Keurae, don't blame yourself. It wasn't your fault, ne?" Haha hyung said with red eyes and hoarse voice. I guess he cried for the whole night yesterday.

I immediately burst out into tears when I heard Haha hyung's words. Ji Hyo noona hugged me even tighter while Seok Jin hyung just hugged me from the front while patting my head.

That's not true...it's all my fault...for being stupid...

I wanted to say that to them, but I just can't, I could only cry...

"Hyung, bogoshipda...I need you..." I said while crying at the same time.

Gary hyung was quietly wiped his tears away while and Jong Kook hyung and Haha hyung just sat down beside me.

Jong Kook's POV

It hurts.

It really hurts to see Kwang Soo like that.

This is the first time I see him behaving this way.

He never express his sadness in front of us.

He really loves Jae Suk hyung.

I glance at hyung's photo and thought of what happened the day before he left us.

[Flashback, a day before the outing.]

"Hyung, why do you want to meet me?"

"I have something to tell you."

I nodded and sat down in front of him, he slowly took a pair of keys out from his pocket. He then placed the key in front of me. I looked at him, and asked, "Hyung, why are you giving me your house keys?"

"I just hope that you can take care of Kwang Soo after I leave this world. So in case anything happen, you can check on him."

"Yah, hyung. Don't say something like that! I'm sure you'll recover if you don't give up on the treatment, right?"

"I had enough. I don't want to seek for treatment anymore."

"W...what do you mean?"

"I stopped eating my medicine since yesterday."

"What?! You're not supposed to do that!"

"Kook Jong ah."

"I just want to live as a healthy person just for a few days before I leave. Can you please let me do what I want?"

"But hyung..."

Jae Suk hyung grabbed my hand and I kept quiet.

He said, "Don't tell Kwang Soo about it, ok? I just want to spend my last day with him healthily."

I thought about it and nodded in the end.

"Komawo, Jong Kook ah."

"Ani, that's the least thing that I can do for you."

I looked at the pair of keys again and asked, "Does Kwang Soo know about this?"

"No."

"But why?"

"I'm worried that he'll do something stupid while at home alone and he might change the locks if he knows that you're having the keys. You know, he might do something unexpected anytime."

"True. He's always like that."

"Jong Kook ah, I only have one last request."

"What is it?"

"Please take good care of Kwang Soo and the other members."

"Don't worry hyung. I will."

"Komawo, Jong Kook."

[Flashback end.]

I looked at Kwang Soo who was still tearing up, I looked at Jae Suk hyung's photo again.

"Hyung, you're lucky to have a dongsaeng that loves you so much. I really envy you though. Don't worry, I'll take care of him as I've promise you."

Authors Notes:

Hey everyone! Sorry for a short chapter...my idea for this chapter is only up to this part.😓 I planned to write longer, but the more I write, this chapter looked like it's going out of topic. Yea so I gave up and only wrote this long, mianhae😭

The next chapter might be the last, or the second last chapter, cause I might wanna write another part though. I still don't know about it😅 cause I'm quite blur right now😂 about the time, ideas, my homework(uh!) and so on.

So, do look forward for the finale(or maybe the second last chapter)! Remember to vote and comment! Kamsahabnida!