[C] I'm Sorry 미안해 (Sequel to My Brother) | YooLee Brothers

Chapter 13-Missing You

Kwang Soo's POV

[Skip, a few days later.]

The funeral ended and I went home. The other RM members helped me to pack my things(clothes and etc[cause Kwang Soo stayed there to take care of the place and he wanted to accompany Jae Suk for last few days]).

Jong Kook hyung fetched me home while the others ride on their own cars and followed me home. I stepped down from Jong Kook hyung's car and looked at the wooden door blankly. It just felt so different...without Jae Suk hyung.

Jong Kook hyung took my bag out from the back seat and looked at me. He closed the car door and then locked it. He came beside me and said, "Ja, let's go in."

I nodded weakly as I went in front to unlock the door. The other members also slowly came in to my house and waited for me to open the door.

As I unlock the wooden door, I took off my shoes and stepped in to the house. Again, I feel so empty inside. I really miss that voice that says "Eo? Kwang Soo yah! You came back?" whenever I came back later than Jae Suk hyung. He always waits for me no matter how late I reach home.

"Hah...I can't believe that he's gone." Seok Jin hyung sighed, Haha hyung secretly elbowed him while Ji Hy noona whacked his arm, signaling him not to say anything wrong. Seok Jin hyung only realized that he said something wrong and apologizes.

"Ah, Kwang Soo yah. Mianhae...I didn't mean to say that..."

"It's ok hyung...I should learn to accept the truth right now..." I said. Gary hyung patted my shoulder. I then said, "Hyung, noona, I'm a little tired, I'll rest in my room for a while."

"Arraseo, we know you didn't sleep well in this few days. You better take a rest now, Kwang Soo yah." Haha hyung said.

"Ne, hyung."

"I'll prepare lunch for you guys, then you can eat it when you wake up later, ne?" Ji Hyo noona said.

"Ne, noona. Komawo." I smiled bitterly and said.

"Ji Hyo yah, I'll help you in the kitchen." Gary said.

"Ne oppa."

[Skip, second floor.]

I went upstairs and stopped for a while. I looked at Jae Suk hyung's room which is right across my room and I decided to take a look a it for a while.

I opened the door and stepped into his room. His room is really neat and clean, where everything is in order. I slowly walked to the small working table in front of the window, and then reached out for the photo frame which is placed right at the corner of the table. I looked at the photo, which was taken when Jae Suk hyung and I were having our first 'date' at the park.

I touched Jae Suk hyung who is in the photo lightly, and my sight went blurry. My eyes were filled with tears, again. I can't believe that I cried, again. I promised him. I always remember that I promised him that I won't cry when he die.

"I'm really sorry hyung, I can't keep that promise...I just can't do it." I thought as I hugged the photo frame tightly.

Just then, my sight turned to Jae Suk hyung's bed. I slowly walked to that bed and sat on it. I placed that photo frame on my lap as I touched that bed sheet lightly. I lied down on his bed, and surprisingly, his scent is still there. I feel safe when I smell his scent, as if that he is still here with me.

While lying on his bed, I just let my tears flow out, I don't matter how I look now. I just know that, I really miss him...

I miss Jae Suk hyung...I miss him...

Without him, my life just feel so empty...

"Bogo...shipda...bogo shipda...ireon...nega miwojil mankeum..." I sang the song 'I miss you' by Kim Bum Soo with a hoarse voice as I lie on his bed. My tears are still flowing out like a waterfall...

"Michin...deul saranghaetdeon giyeokgi...chueok deuli...neoreul chatgo itjiman..."

"Deo isang saranghaetdeon byeonmyeong eh...neoreul gadulsoo eobseo..."

I couldn't sing anymore as I finished this line. I just cried as I placed my head on the pillow and I hugged that photo frame tightly. I monologued, "Hyung...Jae Suk hyung..."

What I did not see is, when I was facing backwards to the door, Jong Kook hyung and Seok Jin hyung were standing outside there, looking at me worriedly. They could only sighed at slowly go back downstairs. Jong Kook hyung slowly closed the door as he left the room.

After crying for a long time, I felt really tired and I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep.

Authors Notes:

Ok guys! This is really the second last chapter already, which means the next chapter will be the final chapter for this book! The next chapter might be short and simple, cause I just can't wait to show you guys the final sequel, which is the 3rd book of the YooLee Brothers collection! The title will be announced in the next chapter, so please look forward for the next chapter! Remember to vote and comment! Kamsahabnida!