"Kind of pathetic isn't it? To have your whole world crushed by this person you met a few months ago. A person you put all of your trust in. A person you love even when you don't want to."
After having her heart broken, Jane starts writing diary as...
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Last night was better than I thought it would be. I actually did meet someone. Guess I was a good girl after all.
Ivy's boyfriend brought a friend, Landon. You know, he's a good looking guy. I mean maybe he's a little hot. Okay, so he's hot a lot. His eyes are so blue, you could just get lost in them. He has perfectly messy blond hair. And his smile, and his cute dimples. Just adorable. And don't get me even started on his body. He worked out a lot, it was obvious. So yeah, I have to admit, he's hot. Even hotter than Dave. But with Dave it was never about the looks. It was more than just that. It was about how he made me feel.
Loved. Worthy. Worthy of being loved.
He made me feel like I was everything. And then he made me feel like I was nothing. He made me feel ashamed. Ashamed of sticking around for a person who was making me feel this way.
How could he be so kind but still so cruel? How could he pretend to be so real?
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