Hello diary
So today was good I guess, not! I was shoved into a bin today, and was bashed up against the lockers, my mother was like "oh well that's high school" she didn't even call the principle! But I could have it worse, I mean she's going though a lot I guess and I'm not her main priority. Getting food on the table is more important than my mental and physical health. I'm sick of fighting. So I cut a massive H in my leg, representing my name but also how I hate myself. H- hate Heather. I know cutting is never the answer but it helped and I'm very surprised that it didn't hurt, even though it was fairly deep and will scar it just felt nice to take it out on myself, because me being myself has caused me to be bullied, so world and parents you tell us to be ourselves and they'll like us, that's fucking bullshit.
If you don't wear the most popular clothes and shoes that are in your done for, if your not rich and don't own a pool then boom it just gets worse, then if you wear black like me then you get Bullied for being depressed, which I am depressed. So thanks for noticing that you fucking cunts, I'm just mad that they can make people like myself feel so bad about themselves after all they have been through and make them to kill themselves, I still have two years left at this dumb school and I don't think I can fight anymore,
do you know how hard it is hearing your own mother cry herself to sleep each and every night as she still loves my father, who one cheated on her and fucking raped her several times a month, your probably wondering how I know this? Well I woke up one night and heard my mother crying in pain as dad beat her then raped her, yet she still loves him? He was poison in her life, and it doesn't help that he raped me as well, he equally bashed us and raped each of us. Since I was 4 he started hurting me. So most of my life I've been hurting. You know my name, not my story and if your wondering why I have no friends, people are scared to hang out with me as they might expect to face the same fate I do
Alright I'm gonna go to sleep, before my mum comes and confiscates you
Goodnight, thanks for caring xx
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Bullied to death
PovídkyWhat would you do if you were getting bullied that your own mother didn't even seem to care? Well Heather Jane is in this situation Read along with her hard struggles for high school and bullies But keep reading as there's a twist in the end! Enjo...
