Mate Or Not. You're Still A Jerk (#1 Mate or Not)

Feeling Broken

Don't ask how I managed to write this chap...phew *Wipes brow* I just finished 3 chapters math earlier than I thought and I have four chapters left and two days to study them so I took a break and wrote this chap as fast as possible. :P So it might...no actually it WILL have a lot of mistakes :P And thanks everyone for being understanding about this :D you truly are the best

Okay....so the song for this chap is 'Things left unsaid' by disciple. I love this song *sighs*

The pic is...*Sighs* The pic is my favorite quote by Heathcliff from one of my favorite stories 'Wuthering heights' by Emily Bronte. It just reminded me of Damon

Okay hopefully I'll be able to pt up another chap soon if not sorry :S anyway hope you like this chap.

Vote, Comm, Enjoy :D

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Damon's P.O.V.

I woke up to the sound of a knock on the door. I must have fallen asleep, it seemed Lux's room was the only place I was able to sleep in. I opened the door and saw Miranda standing in front of me, looking as tired, her face grim. My heart fell

"No" I said taking a step back "No don't tell me, she can't be..."

"She's not dead Alpha" She said and I let out the breath I was holding "But she's still not stable, I got her on a heart monitor an IV and..." She sighed "It's not looking good"

"Can I see her?" I said and she nodded. I got out of Lux's room and followed her. When I reached the door I took a deep breath, trying to prepare myself for what I was about to see and went in.

The twins were on either side of her bed, both of them holding onto one of her hands and murmuring things to her. Taylor was beside her, brushing her damp her with his fingertips and looking pained. Chase was sitting on a chair wit his elbows on his legs and looking at her like he couldn't believe this was Lux and Jason  just stood at the the foot of the bed, his eyes puffy and red and filled with pain.

They all turned to me when I came in but I didn't look at any of them; dread filling my body as I looked at her.

"Come on let's go guys" Jason said and they nodded. Every one of them kissed her forehead before leaving the room and closing the door behind them.

The heart monitor was the only sound in the room as I stared at her. A sheet covered her body and her chest rising and falling was the only thing that made me sure she was alive. God, she was so pale. I swallowed the lump in my throat and walked towards her.

I touched her forehead and flinched; guild and fear taking over as I noticed how cold her skin was. This was my fault. This was all my fault 

I sat on the chair beside the bed and held her limp hand "Lux" I said my voice hoarse "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" I took a shaky breath "But you have to be okay" I said "You have to live I..." I gulped "Please, I'll do anything just...please" I laid my head on my hand that was holding hers

"Damon" she said breathlessly and my head shot up thinking it was one of those moments when a miracle happens.

"Lux?" I said standing up, her eyes were still closed but I was sure she said my name, I was sure I wasn't hallucinating.

"Damon" She said shifting on the bed, she looked pained as she started breathing heavily. It was then I knew she didn't hear me, she didn't feel me. She was still unconscious.