31 Days | Kim Namjoon X Reader

October 1st

Dear Journal,

Hey, it's me again. Haha, it's been a long while hasn't it? Sorry about that. I thought I should write again, I have been pretty stressed out lately. I don't know how to describe it but I'm scared. So many people have been talking and talking, mentioning these clowns that come around at night and kidnap. Some even say they've seen videos and threats. You know my past experiences with clowns, Journal, so this is really freaking me out.

Ah, Journal, I don't know what to do. I can't concentrate on work or school, and I've gone so low that I'm writing to you. I guess I just need to get everything out. This is a little embarrassing. Ahh...

Oh! I guess I should write something exciting too! Today, we got a new student! His name is Kim Namjoon! Oh my god! He was so cute! But he was silent all day! And I'm too shy to talk to him.

Journal, I really need to start getting help. Aish..

Maybe tomorrow I could talk to him, maybe. I'm making no promises Journal! This is pretty short :/ should I add more, Journal?

My best friend got a new boyfriend today as well! I guess that's exciting, Taehyung was so happy to have Jungkook his finally. They were so cute together. Jungkook was so shy about it when Tae Tae held his hand.

I would draw a picture into this, but I'd suck at drawing so :P That won't happen. But just make a mental picture. Okay, Journal?

Hehe, well that's all for today! I'll be back tomorrow, so don't miss me too much Journal!

Bye bye!!

(Y/N)