31 Days | Kim Namjoon X Reader

October 23rd

Dear Journal,

Namjoon has been ignoring me lately. I'm not sure why.

You don't think he's cheating, right? Or maybe he's just really busy.

I know I'm not that fun to be around, but I'm not that boring either. I thought he actually had fun when we hung out.

Maybe I was wrong. Or maybe I'm just thinking of things and coming to conclusions.

I should stop thinking some weird stuff.

But I can't help but wonder what Namjoonie has been up to lately. I know he works hard at his job and school, but he hasn't even replied to my messages. If I see him at school he turns the other way.

Does he want to break up with me?

I'm seriously sick of him not answering me. I don't really care about the clown issue right now, I just want him to answer me.

That's all I'm asking.

If he doesn't start to answer me then I will get mad. No one should ignore their girlfriend just because they're busy. It doesn't work that way.

Sorry for being so mad, Journal. I'm sorry about taking my anger out on you. You're just the only person that will hear me out.

I love you, Journal.

Please don't leave me...

Bye...

(Y/N)