Dear Journal,
Everyone is dating someone all of a sudden! I feel so lonely! Tae Tae and Jungkookie are dating and now Jininie and Yoongi are dating! When did this even happen?! I didn't know until I walked in on them making out!
Aish... I'm so envious. But they're so cute together. They even each other out, and they're perfect. It's no fair! But nothing will happen if I keep complaining about it.
Last night, Journal, no sleep came to my body. I was kept awake by the neighbor's dogs barking and barking. I wasn't sure if it was my cat provoking them again or if something was seriously happening outside. All I know is that my mind was racing and I was scared. These stories are messing with my head. I know I shouldn't be like this. People probably made these stories to scare kids and I'm not a child anymore! I shouldn't be scared!
Should I talk to someone else other than you about this? Maybe Namjoon? Good idea, Journal! I'll text him later about it! Thanks for the comfort you give me!
Sometimes I wish you would just talk back to me for once, but these are just my written down thoughts. Nothing more, nothing less.
Do I sound crazy, Journal? I don't want to be crazy at all. I want to be pretty normal. I really do. Unless Namjoon likes crazy, then I'll be as crazy as I can be.
What did I just write?
Oh god.
I'm just going to end this here. Maybe I'll call Namjoonie now and talk to him about the clown issue.
Maybe he's afraid of the clowns too.
Well bye for now, Journal!
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31 Days | Kim Namjoon X Reader
Fanfiction31 Days of October. People dressing up as ghouls and monsters. The worst are the clowns. -•- In a journal format -•- Based on the clown kidnappers and videos
