Dear Journal,
It's been a long day, Journal. I'm so tired. Work was hard, school work was even harder. I'm so stressed out lately, I don't know what to do.
The noises came back, even Tae Tae got scared last night when we were sleeping.
He told me it was probably just people prancing since it was almost Halloween, but I'm not so sure.
It's just all surreal. I don't know what's real or not anymore. What if everything is just a really vivid dream? What if everything is fake? That is all a nightmare I haven't awoken from yet?
These thoughts keep passing through my mind everyday.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I wish I was still a child on where I could sneak into my parent's bed and sleep with them. I miss their comfort and warmth. I miss what it felt like sleeping up to them when I was scared.
I miss it a lot.
I do.
I just wish things could go back to when it was all simple, when I had my cat and the neighbors had their dogs.
I wish I was back in primary school, cuddled up to stuffed animals and left innocent.
Ugh... sorry for being depressing.
Bye for now, Journal.
I love you....
(Y/N)
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31 Days | Kim Namjoon X Reader
Fanfiction31 Days of October. People dressing up as ghouls and monsters. The worst are the clowns. -•- In a journal format -•- Based on the clown kidnappers and videos
