31 Days | Kim Namjoon X Reader

October 25th

Dear Journal,

Today, Namjoon actually talked to me. Oh look at that. He apologized for not answering me and kept telling me that he's really sorry.

I should go easy on him though, I mean, not everyone is perfect. So I shouldn't blame him.

Journal, why is life so complicated? I seriously want to know. I don't like how my life is heading recently, it's just too much.

I can't sleep still. I think people are starting to notice the bags under my eyes. It's noticeable, not even make up is helping.

More people keeping talking about the clowns, some even saying their going to make their own videos to prank people.

That's not right, do they know how scared people are? How scared I am? It's not civilized for people to doing this at all.

They just make me mad is all. Making videos and other things. It's not okay. I'm already freaked out enough and they're making it worse.

Journal, why is everything so wrong at the moment, especially with Halloween right around the corner. I'm too scared to even go out to the party with my friends!

I can't keep living like this....

Journal....

I'm afraid I might die soon....

If I do, keep my secrets a secret...

Bye....

(Y/N)