Change Can Be Good

Continued..

"Okay.. I'm just tryna help" she said while looking out the window sipping her drink.
"I know.. but I love him, he's really just a big teddy bear, he wouldn't hurt me, you wouldn't understand.." I said In a low tone, how could I love someone like him ..
"What you mean I wouldn't understand ? Because I'm Gay.."
"I didn't mean it in a bad way"I said as we pulled up to the park. I should just stop talking
"Yeah whatever I know a lot about arrogant ass dudes that just want pussy and nothing more"
"Fuck you okay! He loves me!" I said . Good summer keep the lie going 👍🏾
"He loves what you can do for him! Pretty girl dates star football player, it's cliche or are you that dumb you can't see it, you're just for show I promise you that" she said as she got out the car and slammed my door
"You got some nerve!" I said as I got out my car and closed the door. She has a point but I got to keep this lie going.
"Yeah I do.. how about you call Mr.teddybear and tell him who your hanging with right now and see what he says" she said while folding her arms in front of me
"No.." I said thinking of him on top of me hurting me. Hell no I don't ever want to see him again
"Why?" She said
"Because our relationship is for -"I said as I heard my text notification it was my mom.
Messages:
Mom: Get to Bryce Now!!!!!!
"What ?!" She said
"I have to go!"I said walking back to my car.
"You okay?" She said as she grabbed my hand.
"No I have to go!"I said as I looked at her
"No, talk to me what were you about to say, y'all relationship is what?"she said as she looked me in my eyes.
"I have to go .. I need to talk to Bryce." I said as I pulled away and got in my car.
"Fine lets go" she said
"No get your stuff, text someone to come get you, I'm sorry I'll text you later"
"What !" She said as I handed her, her bag and phone.
"I'm so sorry" I said as she closed the door and started the car.
"I bet" she said
I drove off in tears , I can't keep hurting the people who actually care about me over some stupid company. I called my mom to tell her I was done with the deal
Convo:
Mom: Are you with Bryce ?
Me: No ...
Mom: then why the hell are you calling me ?
Me: I'm done with the deal...
Mom: Summer sweetie listen to me-
Me: No ..! Bryce raped me at school and I had to lie to my friends ... I've been lying for too long now and I'm tired of pretending to be in love with him just so that his dad can keep funding your company...
Mom: *silence*
Me:.... is this what you want ? You'd rather let someone rape me than lose your company?!
Mom: ... I'm sorry he did that to you, but in order for us to love the life that we are living we need-
End of Convo
All I could do was cry on my way back to school. I felt like someone stabbed me multiple times in my chest. My own mother would rather let someone rape me than lose material things. I just parked my car and sat there contemplating whether or not I should tell someone..
As I was thinking I saw Keisha and tavia and some girl getting out of a car ,I didn't want to leave her but I didn't want her to know my secret. I got out my car and walked towards them.
"Keisha!" I yelled as I got closer I could tell that she didn't want to talk she just kept walking.
"I deserve that.." I said to myself as I walked a few feet behind them
"Summer" I heard as I entered the building, I looked and saw it was Justin
"Hi, how do you know my name ?"
"Our English teacher told me" he said while walking with me
"Hm eager to get in my pants huh ?"
"What ?!" He said laughing
"Glad you think I'm joking bye"
"Look I know your secret if you don't fix things with him, you'll regret it and this isn't a threat from just me" he whispered in my ear with a smirk as he walked towards the football team all staring at me
"God help me.."