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Sticks...
And...
Stones...
May...
Break...
My...
Bones...
But...
Words...
Will...
never... (Liar...)
Hurt... (Liar.)
me... (Liar!)

I lied.
To my mom
To my dad
To my siblings
To my best friend
To my friends
To my counselor
To you
To them
To the world
To myself
Always to myself
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I lied...
About being okay
About not hurting
About being happy
About suicidal thoughts
About my depression
About my sorrows
About my suffering
I said they didn't exist...
Tried every single second of every single stupid day to convince myself that was true. That I was fine....
But I'm not...
I never have been...
And I just want to stop hurting
I want to stop being hurt
... I want to stop hurting those around me
I want to be...
To be...
To...
Be...
...
...
... ... ... ... ... ... ... happy
I want that so badly.
ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ɢᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ.
Stop it...
ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ.
Stop... please...
ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴜɴʜᴀᴘᴘʏ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇᴀᴋ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴜsᴇʟᴇss
ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇʟsᴇ
SHUT UP!!!
SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT. UP.
ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴏʀᴋ
ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ
NO!!!
ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ
STOP!!!
ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀᴋᴇ
JUST SHUT UP!!!
ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴇᴛ ʀɪᴅ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
...and why is that... WHY CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE?!
...why can't you just leave me be...why...
ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴅᴀʀʟɪɴɢ ɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜ
ɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs
ɪ ᴀᴍ your sᴏᴜʟ
ɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴅʏ
ɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜ
ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ
ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴛʀɪᴋᴇ
ɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟ ʜᴇʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇʀ
ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ sɪᴍᴘʟʏ ᴀ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ
ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴀᴅ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴄʀʏ ʙᴀʙʏ ᴡʜᴏ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ sʜᴜᴛ ᴜᴘ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢʀᴇᴇs
ɪ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ
B⃒I⃒T⃒C⃒H⃒
S⃒L⃒U⃒T⃒
D⃒U⃒M⃒B⃒A⃒S⃒S⃒
L⃒O⃒S⃒E⃒R⃒
N⃒O⃒ O⃒N⃒E⃒ C⃒A⃒R⃒E⃒S⃒ A⃒B⃒O⃒U⃒T⃒ Y⃒O⃒U⃒
Y⃒O⃒U⃒ A⃒R⃒E⃒ A⃒ T⃒O⃒O⃒L⃒ A⃒N⃒D⃒ N⃒O⃒T⃒H⃒I⃒N⃒G⃒ M⃒O⃒R⃒E⃒

ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴅᴀʀʟɪɴɢ ɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛsɪ ᴀᴍ your sᴏᴜʟɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴅʏɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴛʀɪᴋᴇɪ ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟ ʜᴇʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇʀᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ sɪᴍᴘʟʏ ᴀ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏ...

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W⃒E⃒ J⃒U⃒S⃒T⃒ W⃒A⃒N⃒T⃒E⃒D⃒ T⃒O⃒ S⃒E⃒E⃒ Y⃒O⃒U⃒ F⃒A⃒L⃒L⃒
D⃒I⃒E⃒ B⃒I⃒T⃒C⃒H⃒
N⃒O⃒ O⃒N⃒E⃒ E⃒V⃒E⃒R⃒ W⃒A⃒N⃒T⃒E⃒D⃒ Y⃒O⃒U⃒, Y⃒O⃒U⃒ W⃒H⃒O⃒R⃒E⃒
Y⃒O⃒U⃒ A⃒R⃒E⃒ J⃒U⃒S⃒T⃒ A⃒ S⃒T⃒U⃒P⃒I⃒D⃒---ι ¢αяє

ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɴᴏ sᴛᴏᴘ ɪᴛуσυ ѕнυѕн уσυ киσω ι ¢αяє αи∂ уσυ ¢αи'т ѕтσρ мєι ¢αяє αвσυт уσυι ωαит уσυуσυ αяє му fяιєи∂αи∂ ι ℓσνє уσυ ʝυѕт тнє ωαу уσυ αяєι иєє∂ уσн αи∂ ι ωαит уσυ нєяє ωιтн мєѕσ ρℓєαѕє ∂σи'т gσ

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ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɴᴏ sᴛᴏᴘ ɪᴛ
уσυ ѕнυѕн уσυ киσω ι ¢αяє αи∂ уσυ ¢αи'т ѕтσρ мє
ι ¢αяє αвσυт уσυ
ι ωαит уσυ
уσυ αяє му fяιєи∂
αи∂ ι ℓσνє уσυ ʝυѕт тнє ωαу уσυ αяє
ι иєє∂ уσн αи∂ ι ωαит уσυ нєяє ωιтн мє
ѕσ ρℓєαѕє ∂σи'т gσ...
∂σи'т ℓєανє мє αℓσиє...
ρℓєαѕє...
I...
I... Won't
But I need you to help me along the way please. Can you do that for me?
αℓωαуѕ. ι ¢αи αℓωαуѕ ∂σ тнαт fσя уσυ.

 ι ¢αи αℓωαуѕ ∂σ тнαт fσя уσυ

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Thank you! For... Well... Everything!

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