after all

xxvi.

and i built a home
for me, for you
until it disappeared
from me, from you
and now it's time
to leave and turn
to dust

~ to built a home
cinematic orchestra

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he watched the old ruins
and felt their aura
radiating from the ashes

he shut his sad eyes and remembered
he was numb and lost and bitter
and helplessly miserable

he was haunted by ghosts
who only wanted him to forget
but he wouldn't, he couldn't
he felt too attached to his past
to acknowledge his future

when everything is falling apart
that's all that is left to do

remember.