Roommates

Worries

Camila's P.O.V.

Half year later

"Hey, babe, how's the tour going?" I waved at Shawn through my phone's camera.

"Yeah, great. But, god."

"What," I laughed at him putting his hand on his forehead. "Did you forget to play a concert or what?" I joked.

"No, fortunately. You're so beautiful."

"Well, human can change a lot in half year," I shrugged, but I regretted my words right after. "God, sorry, Shawn."

"That's alright," he forced a smile. "I just wanna hold your hand so bad right now."

"I know, me too, and believe me that I wanna much more than that."

"Well," he laughed. "I didn't want to say that but you said it first."

"So what about the tour? You're in UK, right?"

"Yes, in London. Wait a second... that's exactly 3.4 miles away, so when I catch the plane at 2p.m., I'm hugging you at nine." When he saw my face, he added: "Well, that was ment like a joke."

"I know, sorry. So what's London like?" I trailed off the topic.

"Noisy."

"I can hear that," I nodded with smile. I could clearly hear some people scream "Shawn" all over and over again from outside.

I knew that's a lil lame to be jealous of the girls, but they were under Shawn's window, separated only by a wall, while I was sitting in an another country, over the big puddle which seemed so much bigger now. I missed him so much, but I was worse, but at the same time, I would love to say that I don't think of him all the time. I do. All day long. All night long.

"Camila?" my mom appeared in my room. "Solo te llevó  té," she smiled.

"Gracias, mamá."

"Es Shawn?"

"Hello, Sinu!" Shawn waved at her through the screen.

"Hello, Shawn. How are you?" she asked him with broken english.

"Good, thank you."

"Bueno, voy a dejarles solo aquí." (*english translate)

I took a sip of the tea.

"Are you at home?" Shawn was surprised.

"Yes, something for about a month now."

"Well, you didn't tell me."

"I haven't seen you for a month."

"I know, things are pretty intense lately. Actually I should be at soundcheck in five minutes. I miss you so much, Mila."

"I miss you too."

"And I love you so bad."

"I know," I smiled.

"Good, just wanted you to remember."

Shawn's P.O.V.

I ended the call even the soundcheck was supposed to be in an half hour. I was completely sure that if I could see her face for a second longer, I would start panic. She changed so much. She was so beautiful and looked so grown up and her eyes seemed darker, and I felt sorry I couldn't be with her all the time. I realized that six months is so much time and was blaming myself for not telling her how much I love her, how bad I miss her. I wasn't that sure if her feelings to me are still the same and the thought of her loving someone else made tears drive to my eyes. The one thing I coud do is hope that it's just her aspect what has changed.

* "Camila?" my mom appearen in my room. "I just brought you tea."

"Thank you, mom."

"Is that Shawn?"

"Hello, Sinu!" Shawn waved at her through the screen.

"Hello, Shawn. How are you?" she asked him with broken english.

"Good, thank you.

"Good, I'll let you alone."

Hey guys, so this is it for today. I have to tell you that this book's gonna be completed soon and I'm still choosing between sad or happy end. But I assure you it's gonna be worth it no matter what. THANK YOU FOR READING & VOTING & LOVELY COMENTS!