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ELEVEN

Wasn't going to update this again today but your all mad at me for the cliffhanger so here's anotha chapter (;

Marks pov
Jacob looked at me with wide eyes and started to just shake his head and repeat no, I gave him a worried look and took him out of the library and we managed to sneak out so we were outside

"Jacob.... what did you do" I said and grabbed both his hand and intertwined them with mine

"No no no I said I wouldn't d-do it f-for you but I just h-had to"

"Babe just tell me what you did and I'll help you" did I really just say babe to him? Okay wow I did, oops.

"No y-you'll think I'm a f-freak"

"I'll never think you a freak" I said giving him a smile

"Y-yes you will"

"Jacob your not a freak and you never will be, you mean so much to me and I just want to make you happy and help you with anything, and I mean anything so please don't be sacred to tell me I will never judge you" I said and then quickly kissed him so he'll know I'm not lying to him

He looked at me and he looked torn, and just so tired and I felt bad for him, he deserves so much more

"Please don't j-judge m-me"

"Never" I said

He took his hands away from mine and I saw how he was now crying again

He rolled up his sleeves and turned to me, I just noticed all the cuts on his left arm and only a few on his right, the ones on the right looked old while about 5 on the left looked new

"Jacob.." I whispered and walked towards him, he took a step back as if he was scared

"Baby don't be scared I don't want to hurt you, I want to help you"

He nodded and allowed me to gently grab his arm and examine the cuts, "why?" I asked

"Everyone hates me" he mumbled

"I don't hate you" I said

I looked down at his wrist and finally let the tear come

I was his best friend and I never noticed how he always wore sweaters or anything long sleeves and how he always slightly winced when I would grab his wrist or arm

" I so so sorry" I said

"I should have noticed please baby try to stop, you mean the world to me and you don't deserve this so many people care about you and you'll always have me, you can calm me or text my anytime you feel the urge to cut and it doesn't matter what time it is because you safety is more important than my sleep"

"Thank you" he said giving me a kiss on the cheek

"Why didn't you talk to me when it happened?" I asked

"Because I was disappointed in myself cause I promised myself that I wouldn't cut for you and I let you and myself down"

"No you didn't let me down, Im proud that your trying please don't give up"

"I won't"

"Let's skip class, our stuff is in our lockers so we don't need to worry about going back in to move them"

"You sure?" He asked

"Yeah, you need sleep and a break from all this" I said pointing at the school

"Thank you"

"You don't have to thank me for skipping school"

"No thank you for everything you done, I feel happy when your with me"

"No need to thank me. I love helping you" I said intertwining our hands and walking to my place

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No more cliffhanger, you guys can stop hating me for the last chapter but you all might hate me for this chapter, sorry ¡

But thanks for 3k !!!