If Only | Seth X Jacob |

Chapter 2

Seth's POV.

I heard a loud knocking on my window and I reached for a knife from the glove box. I turned and sighed.

"How'd you find me," I asked when I stepped but instead of answering he hugged me. "Paul," I started but he stopped me.

"Don't you ever leave or I will slit your fucking throat," he said and I could feel his tears on my neck. I hugged back and started to cry along with him.I d never seen him like this.

Truthfully this last week had been killing me. To be honest, I had missed him. Me and him had been close. He was like an older brother to me. I pulled away and looked up at him.

"How did you find me,"I restated. He smiled. "Your mom told me. She knew you wouldn't run away from me. What happened, anyways," he asked. I looked away. I couldn't. He grabbed my hand and forced me to look at him.

"You can trust me," he said and in a way, I believed him.

"You have to promise me that you will never tell anyone. Promise me on my life," I said and I had my guesses he knew about what had happened.

He looked me seriously. "I promise on your life," he said and I could see the fear in his eyes. For the first time in a while I didn't feel afraid to say his name. "I imprinted on Jacob. Jacob Black," I said.

His eyes darkened. I knew exactly what was about to happen. I grabbed his head and made him look at me. "

Please calm down," I said. He looked at me and I saw a tear form in his eye as he hugged me.

"I'm sorry," he said.

"There's nothing to be sorry about," I said and rested my head on his shoulder. I could feel his breath hitch but I didn't move.

"Let's go home," he said.

"I can't. If I face him, Paul, the pain will be brought back," I said tears forming again. He grabbed my face and wiped the tears away with his thumb.

"I won't let anything hurt you. Not while I'm here," he said and then he did something I could never have seen coming. He kissed me.

I didn't know what to do. The scariest part was that I liked it. It helped to fill the pain in my chest. I kissed back and it was like the wolf side of me was trying to rip me apart.

I knew it was because I was ignoring the imprint but I didn't care anymore. At least this something. He pulled away and smiled from ear to ear. I laughed for the first time in a while.

"Let's go home," he said and we got in the car.

Two things in what I was certain were true. I was finally found something to fill the hole in my stomach. The second, I was most likely going to regret this.