#10
Amahli.
Did she just say "I Love You"? I'm sure she did, I couldn't of been hearing things, I smiled politely not knowing what to reply back.
Me: That's nice
F*CK! I thought realising what I'd just said, she looked at me blankly.
Bianca: Is that it? 4months into our relationship Amahli and I finally tell you how I feel, you reply back by saying "That's Nice?" That's not something you say, during a moment like this!
I could see the hurt and pain in her eyes. I honestly didn't love her, if anything I'd say I was falling in love with La'Jaih.
Me: Love is a big thing, I can't say I love you when I don't!
Bianca: Then what is it then Amahli, do you have any form of feelings for me what so ever?
Me: Yes
I lied through gritted teeth.
Bianca: For real?
She asked braking into a smile.
Me: Yes
Happiness took over her face and I saw nothing but teeth through another smile, she stretched over the table between us kissing me full on the lips.
La'Jaih.
Me: That's great!!!
I shouted happy dancing in my Aunty Donna's living room. She had announced that her and Mickey her boyfriend of 6 years were finally getting married. Married in Jamaica! The relatives within the room clapped and cheered drinking to their new beginning, I grinned smiling at Stacey.
Me: I can't wait! This is going to be so much fun!! February here we come
I sipped on my magnum, feeling bubbly. Its been two months, two months since Bianca's moved out into her own place and two months into I and Amahli's secret affair. Amahli Issa Thompson, that guy had me slowly falling for him and even if I tried, I wouldn't be able to stop myself.
Domani: Where's Bianca?
My younger cousin Domani asked noticing she wasn't here, I rolled my eyes remembering where she'd taken off to. She'd had booked dinner at a restaurant for her and Amahli tonight.
Me: Out with her- her- boy- boy-
I struggled to say, I took a deep breath then smiled.
Me: She's out with her boyfriend
He nodded walking off out of the room, Stacey looked at me weirdly.
Me: What?
I asked suspiciously.
Stacey: Who you been kissing? Because I know them hickey's didn't just jump on your neck!
SH*T I thought. I kept telling Amahli stop hitching love bites in visible places, this being the reason; I hated answering questions.
Me: Oh well- There's this guy at college, fine as hell
I lied, making up a fake story.
Me: And me and him kissed a few times, nothing serious
Stacey: No way! What's his name?
Me: Damn Stace, why you gotta be all up in my business?
I asked with slight attitude, you didn't see me flashing questions at her. Why? Because she's a big girl! Just then my phone vibrated causing me to smile a little.
From; ?
We're on our way. Glad the nite is over, I miss you
To; ?
I miss you too. See you soon :* x
I saw Stacey trying to strain her eyes on who the message was from, I got up from where I was sitting walking out of the room. This is another thing I hated, people all up in my business like I'm not 18!
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Random"I want you so bad La'Jaih if only you knew how much" I fought the temptation removing his hands from off me, then putting my hoops in my ears. He sighed sitting on my bed, his face in the palm of his hands. I didn't even know him properly, the only...
