SECRETS

PART 15

#15

La'Jaih.

I haven't seen Amahli all week and honestly I feel even more like sh*t! Maybe I shouldn't of gotten so angry at the fact he was moving in with Bianca? Maybe I was just over reacting? But I couldn't help but feel this way, I wanted him to myself. Everyday he called and texted me, however I done the usual by reading, ignoring, then deleting. It was the only way forward, even though it was slowly killing me.

My phone buzzed during my Health & Social Care lesson, Zaraah on my right Indya on my left, I reluctantly looked at the text Amahli had sent.









La'Jaih stop doing this to me please, stop doing this to the both of us. We're both hurting and I know it! B said you've been staying at your Aunt Donna's :/ things aren't going too well with her and I anyway. I just want to see you please?


I Love You
X x x









Zaraah: Whipped much?

Zaraah whispered in my ear making me jump, I shrugged closing the message putting my phone into my bag.

Zaraah: And stop going on like you don't miss him because you know what?
Me: What?

I asked, wanting to hear the foolishness she had to say.

Zaraah: Its written all over your face that you do, so why don't you two just kiss and make up?
Me: NO! I refuse, he's taking me for a d*ckhead I'm waiting around while he's still with Bianca? No, I'm not playing second best anymore

"Miss Jones, can you and Miss Morrison please stop talking in my lesson?"

Mr Gray kindly asked, I gave him a small smile, rolling my eyes. I just wanted to get this day over and done with, because right about now- I wasn't in the mood.






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I had all day to think about my next move. The only way I could officially get over Amahli, is by moving; moving far away from this area, leaving all the unwanted memories behind. Aunt Nashay lived in Manchester and I'm 100% sure she wouldn't mind if I asked her if I could stay for a while? Aunt Nashay, or as we call her for short "Shay" was single and I struggled to understand why. She was beautiful, hard working woman with a highly paid job, from what I remember her house looking like she was living rich, it was gorgeous, something you'd most likely see on MTV CRIBS, she had everything going for her except the downfall of not having a man.

Staying with her would be for the best. Not only for me but for Amahli too, that way he can concentrate on perfecting his relationship with Bianca and stop worrying about me. That was my conclusion, my final decision, Manchester was about to become my new home. :)

Zaraah: Do you want me to drop you to your Aunts?

Zaraah asked me as I glared through her car window, Indya sat at the back with Chardi except she was yapping away on her phone.

Me: No, you wouldn't mind me coming by yours would you?
Zaraah: Course not

I smiled resuming to my previous doing. Zaraah turned the volume up on the car stereo as Nicki Minaj ft Birdman & Lil Wayne - Y.U.MAD! Played......

Zaraah: Wait- wait- wait- my parts coming

Zaraah cleared her throat as we approached traffic.

Zaraah: 88# This P*SSY CLEAN! This P*SSY SQUEAKY!

Neither one of us couldn't help but to burst out with laughter, the things Nicki Minaj comes up with in her lyrics is hilarious! LOL. We pulled up to Chardi's place, saying our goodbyes as she exited the car Indya kissed her teeth loud and clear.

Zaraah: What's up?

Za, asked her driving off.

Indya: Why was she even here, you know I can just about stand the b*tch?
Zaraah: Come one Indya, if you can forgive Jermaine I'm sure you can find it within you to forgive Chardi. After all, it is chicks before d*cks am I not right?
Indya: Chicks before d*cks my half Puertorican ass, if it was like that - she wouldn't of done what she done!

And I agreed with Indya, you just can't do that! Sleep with your friends man, isn't the done thing. But hears me sounding like a hypocrite after I was having a secret affair with my sisters baby father/boyfriend.

Zaraah: You know what?
Me: What?
Indya: What?

Me and Indya asked in unison.

Zaraah: I think we need to go out tonight, college is finished for the week so why not? Call up Stacey tell her the plan, we roll and pick her up then hit the club
Me: Remember what happened last time I went clubbing with the pair of you?

Zaraah began to laugh.

Zaraah: Yeah how can we not forget? You met Amahli

I rolled my eyes smirking. I can remember that night like it was yesterday, however I'd rather not!

Zaraah: So that's the sh*t tonight okay girls?

Zaraah told us, not even asking but telling us the motive. Me and Indya just nodded our heads yes.

Me: However I'd need to go home, get one of my dresses
Zaraah: Girl please, you can wear one of mine. Ordered a few online during the week and I must say so myself that they are indeed sexy






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I had told Stacey to bring my bag with all my accessories in. We had slightly changed the plan, Stacey met us at Zaraah house.

Me: And your sure they weren't in here?

I questioned her about my 6 carrot gold hoop earrings mum had gotten me for my birthday.

Stacey: I didn't even open the bag, I just picked it up and brought it here

I sighed feeling slightly p*ssed. I actually loved them earrings and I'm sure I packed them. However I haven't worn them for a while, I've been wearing these silver hoops Zaraah got me for months now, I wonder where I left them last?

Indya: Here, wear these. Jermaine got them for me

Indya offered her medium sized diamond hoops.

Me: No thanks, I don't wanna wear anything yo' man bought you

I pushed her hand that held the earrings away.

Indya: Suit yourself
Me: Za, haven't you got any that I can wear?
Zaraah: Sure look on my vanity table

She answered me straightening her hair, I got up searching for the right pair of earrings to complete my outfit.






Bianca.


This would be the first time ever I've been to Amahli's house. I've always asked but he never got back to me with an answer, but here I was laying down on his king sized bed watching him undress his self. It was that time- that time for Love Making...

He crept up on the bed coming in-between my legs, I was already half naked with just being in my bra and thongs. He licked from my navel right up to my lips where we shared a powerful kiss. Lately things for me and Amahli haven't been going so well, you would of thought we'd be happily together living in my two bedroom apartment, but you were far from being right. I just didn't get it, I didn't understand, we kept arguing over the most smallest things you could imagine what was going wrong for us?


I just wanted it to stop!


He entered me roughly, not wasting any time. I held his shoulders as his speed gradually got faster and faster, my mouth opened as I kept gasping on how well he was doing me. Every stroke added on to the love I already had building for him, he was hitting spots I didn't even know were there. I began to scream, scream out in pure happiness, scream out on all the pleasure and enjoyment I was feeling penetrating through my v*gina all the way up to my heart rate.


I didn't want him to stop...


I whispered through pants I was making, for him to go harder and harder, go deeper, real deep so that I could feel it in my stomach, he obeyed. I moaned and groaned and he remained silent throughout this whole intimate activity.

This was the connection we needed in order to improve our relationship...

I felt his body tremble and my mine began to shake as if to say I was having a fit, within another minute I felt his juices flow right through me. His head laid on my stomach, my hands stroking his dreads as I tried to catch my breath back.


Me: I Love You

I said, waiting for some form of reply but instead was welcomed by the sound of his light snoring. This p*ssed me off making me push him off of me, on the verge of getting off the bed. I stepped on something sharp causing me to lift my right foot up and rub it. I picked up the item examining&analysing it under the beside lamp.

I remember this, Mum picked it out especially for her; I was there in the jewellery store, we both knew she'd love them, they were her type, not to flashy but somehow classy.





La'Jaih's gold hoop earrings.

What were they doing on Amahli's floor?

I began to slightly panic praying it wasn't what I thought It was, or could be. Really?

My sister & my boyfriend?

Amahli and La'Jaih?




Okay so now you know some sh*t is going to go down. BUT- you'll see once I upload the rest of the chapters. What do you think B's gonna do?
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