SECRETS

PART 32

----> PIC OF SIAN

EXCUSE MY MISTAKES IF THERE IS ANY AND ENJOY....

#32

Thursday Night.
La'Jaih.

The journey to london was longer than I anticipated it to be and because of that, we arrived at my mums late. Luckily, I had my key and could let myself, Marlon, Romeo, Sian, Patrice in whilst Aunt Shay and Shanice went to my Aunt Monique's as there wasn't enough rooms.

Darkness filled the whole house as we all quietly made our way up the stairs so I could show them to the rooms they were staying in for the night.

Sian, took Bianca's old room that mum had redecorated and made into the guest room, I was surprised when Romeo suggested him and Patrice take Levi's old room; I nodded and didn't ask any questions although I wanted to, Terez took the last spare room whilst Marlon followed me into mine.

I dived onto my bed, feeling tired and drained, I was only going to receive 4 hours beauty sleep seeing as we had to wake up by 5 to get ready and leave for the airport.

Marlon was stripping down into a plain t-shirt and his boxers whilst I laid still, feeling too relaxed and comfortable to get up.

Me: What's the time?

I asked Marlon as he sat on the edge of my bed rubbing his neck.

Marlon: Quarter pass one

He replied in his accent that I loved, I nodded dragging myself reluctantly off my bed where I changed into something more light to wear.

Me and Marlon laid quietly staring up at the ceiling, although I was tired I wasn't that tired and honestly; the music that was playing in the background gave me the urge for something-

I'm sure Marlon could feel what I was feeling. Felt what I wanted to do. He turned over so that he was facing me, giving me a seductive smirk.

Marlon: What did I say- my personal nympho

His hands held my waist, as I stared deeply into his eyes not knowing what to reply...


88# O is for that overtime I'm puttin'in
We'll go for hours take a break, And go at it again. Girl I work my way from A
All the way to Z, But trust me baby girl
O is where you wanna be...

Neither one of us wasted time in stripping each other, I sat directly on his piece grinding slowly; teasing him a little. I don't know what Marlon was/is doing to me but he was indeed turning me into a freak and a sex addicted, not only that but I also felt something for him, I was feeling him on a whole new level that I didn't expect seeing as I still had love for Amahli. 
 
Me and Marlon laid in comfortable silence once we'd finished yet another sexual activity for the day. His finger passed through my hair as I drew invisible circles on his bare chest.

Marlon: How do I know you won't fall into temptation when you see him later on today?

That was a good question. I spent a minute or two thinking on how I'd react once I saw Amahli. I didn't feel bothered or interested, the last time I saw him we had gotten intimate and after, he hadn't called or texted me; it somehow made me feel like a wh*re, a "beat & delete" which wasn't a nice feeling at all.

Amahli seemed to have a lot of issues going on in his confused life, and I wasn't prepared to be apart of his 'issues' anymore, I wasn't prepared to sit and wait for when he was ready to leave Bianca and want to start fresh with me, I just wasn't prepared nor did I have the time.

I raised up so that I was looking Marlon in his eyes, my lamp slightly passing light throughout my room.

Me: You can trust me

I kissed his lips hoping he could feel the sincerity in my emotions, feel how true I was being to him.

Marlon: I trust you....

He whispered on my lips, our foreheads leaning against one another.





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Amahli wasn't pleased at the fact Bianca had a male friend she was very fond of, he had met CJ and already came to a harsh decision that he didn't like him.

Cassidy didn't hide his interested in Bianca, he didn't hide how much he liked her, it was like he wanted Amahli to know and that was indeed true.

At one point Amahli felt it was necessary to almost compete with Cassidy in making Bianca smile, Bianca could sense and blatantly see the jealousy and actually loved it. It was about time Amahli started fighting for her and proving his love.

Earlier today Bianca met Cassidy's parents and younger brothers that warmed to her instantly, she thought Kaashif was the funniest as Kaleem seemed very serious and un-bothered, regardless she liked them all and was grateful they enjoyed her company.

As she laid in Amahli arms, listening to him sleep lightly from his faint snoore, she couldn't help but wait for the 8 hour flight to a paradise island witnessing her Aunt make a lifetime commitment, she knew she was going to endure constant fun, Cassidy told her so and insisted that she did seeing 2011 has been hard year for her.



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La'Jaih.



It was only ten to four in the morning. I wasn't expecting to see him, I don't think I was ready to see him. Here I go sounding so confused after I clearly made my mind up on who I wanted to be with.

Amahli: I missed you so much La'Jaih!

I felt awful as I allowed him to kiss my neck, my hands remained holding the towel against my wet body.

Amahli: I just needed some time alone!

I rolled my eyes feeling completely off the sensual moment, there Amahli went spoiling the atmosphere. That was his excuse for every damn thing, 'he needed time' 'he needed space' the list went on. I shrugged pushing him out my way so I could exit the bathroom and see Marlon.