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La'Jaih.
Throughout these past months in owning my apartment, to Aunt Donna's wedding three weeks away, I met Dejah; honestly, we've become extremely close, closer than me and Taela. Dejah just understood me to a level I didn't quite understand myself, we just clicked instantly extremely weird. Plus, she had these cute cheek dimple piercing that looked really cool, I loved poking them watching them sink in then flick out.
Dejah: And you just gave in like that? Sh*t Jaya, we need to work on your resistant game!
Jaya, that was my nickname she gave me that she didn't explain why but I just went with the flow. I folded up the clothes staring at her with my eyebrows raised.
Dejah: What? You know its true booboo, you just gave him all yall goodies just like that!
She clicked her fingers left and right wobbling her head. Dejah was from an African American heritage, she was born and raised in Queens then flew to UK at the age of 15, Manchester to live with her Mum and Grandma.
Me: Dejah, I told you- i-
Dejah: Girl- if you say sh*t like that again, amma' have to snap yo ass, then snap it again! Don't you go- spreading that love KAKA, Jaya I said its infatuation!
I rolled my eyes walking to the check out to take my roll around the till, if I'm correct she knew what I was going to say....How much I loved Amahli and couldn't let go as much as I tried, she joined me minutes later still mouthing on, I swear times like this her mouth would run like a everlasting tap.
Dejah: And Marlon- mmmm, he sounds so fine. How you go' play his ass like that Jaya? You fucksing him and ditching him isn't right?
I burst out with laughter the minute she took a breath after saying 'fucksing', I was in pieces holding my stomach giggling attracting stares from customers that were browsing at clothes, was that even a word? I brushed the question off after searching for a possible answer finding it funny. I haven't spoken to Amahli since we got together, he hasn't even tried to call or text me and I personally don't see why I should make the effort when he keeps messing me about?
Me: Your right, once I finish my shift I'm gonna go over his place and explain myself, he deserves it right?
Dejah: F*ck right! But confirm the relation you shared with him so I can understand a little more?
Me and Marlon were just friends, I'm sure. However, friends didn't f*ck each other, make love whatever they call sex nowadays but I couldn't hold back the guilt I felt.
Me: Friends!
Dejah: Surrrrre! Why you gassing in my eardrums? You titled what you shared and done as friends, when really- really you were more than that!
Dejah spoke pointing her finger in my face whilst quinting her eyes, she was right! Come to think of it, she was almost nearly right all the time me and Marlon were sex buddies however he didn't deserve me calling him that after being such a passionate a caring friend.
Dejah: So... When you go and devote your unconditional attraction or love even, you call me straight after a'ight?
I nodded, smiling. My mind was set, I was going to see Marlon hopefully we could get back together like old times because recently he hasn't been talking that much to me, one word answers didn't count and everyone had noticed it as well as literally not looking at me and if he did it was like he was staring right through me which was very uncomfortable.
To: Marlon
Hey marlon, do you mind me coming round within the next hour? I really need to talk to you, I'll bring some food, from the 'jerk out' of course! Ackee and saltfish, fried dumplings?
:)
I waited for a reply but never got one. I made the quick assumption that he might of been in the shower, his phone might be on silent, ignoring the fact that he might not want to reply or see/talk to me?
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Random"I want you so bad La'Jaih if only you knew how much" I fought the temptation removing his hands from off me, then putting my hoops in my ears. He sighed sitting on my bed, his face in the palm of his hands. I didn't even know him properly, the only...
