Finding my happy - Ziall - short story

little secret - 6

HARRYS POV 

i walked threw the front door after zayn had dropped me off , i dropped my back at the side and didnt bother taking my shoes off just hanging up my jaket . i walked into the lounge to see my older sister gemma sat on the sofa

 " hey hazz good  day ? " 

" meah all right "

" any new friends "

" one nice guy zayn "

" thats good well done "

I had struggled to make friends since year 11 when i was 16 , no one rearly paid atention to the tired boy who was always worn out and sleepy , who had messy hair and was skinny . if only they knew why .

" hehe wheres mum "

" shes shopping gone to get some food "

" ahhh ok then " 

i walked out of the lounge and up into my room , took my jacket off and my shoes and neatly put them away i took the bandana out of my hair and ran my hand threw my greasy messy curls . i walked over to the side of my room looking into the small cot , looking down on the angel that was there , my angel , poppy . 

Poppy was my little girl shes only 4 months old , her mother went away leaving her with me , i didnt mind poppy was my world i would do anything for her , i would die for her , shes my little girl , my little one . 

I picked her up out of her cot and walked to the other side of my room , i picked up her bottle and placed it agenst her lips as she took it in and started to drink the milk 

This is why io look so sleepy dirty and messy , i give all my atention to poppy , if shes had a bad night and wont sleep i wont sleep if she needs a bath and i do but theres only time for one of us to have one , she will have it , 

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Tonight was one of poppys bad nights i held her in my arms as i sat in bed rocking her back and forth 

" shushhhh its ok daddys here now princess its ik please stop crying you dont need changeing ive fed you and burped you , whats wrong tell daddy please " 

tears fell out of my eyes and rolled down my cheeks , why is life so hard for me and poppy , i try my best everyday for her but life just gets worse 

3 hours later poppy fineally stopped crying , i placed her in her cot and went back to bed , that nighti only has around an hours sleep , i was woken up by my alarm 

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zayn - harry 

hey mate you want a lift ? be at yours in 10 ?

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harry - zayn 

nah its ok mate ill walk thanks though 

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zayn - harry 

but its rainging badly and theres a storm its no troublle harry at all 

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I didnt bother repkying , i just put my clothes on , changed poppys nappy fed her , took her downstairs and gave her to my mum who looks after her when im at school , i walked out the door not bothering to eat becuase i was late as useawel , by the time i got to school i had missed first lesson , as soon as i sat down in science i got a text from mum 

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mum - harry 

baby poppy needs you home please ? x 

mum x 

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i stood up and walked out of lesson back home , why did i bother going to school , i was shit anyway , im quitting i quit , all my life now is me and poppy 

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hellooo

happy new year ! 

oooooooo poor harry and poppy 

comment vote and follow

- will poppy be ok ?

- will harry have more problems at home ?

- will zayn fnd out about poppy and help harry 

- will harry louse poppy becuase he doesnt have time for her 

mollie x