I'm outside sitting with a headache. Fresh has been ignoring me all morning and I have no idea why. I get a phone call I answer it quickly. "Yo-!" I cut them off. "Sh~" I say gently. "yo... uh you alright there?" On the other end says. It's Freshrron. "Dude... After you all left, I have no idea what happened. I just remember waking up and Fresh hasn't been talking to me." I answer. "Dude... You had like two beers during our party, maybe you opened up a few more." Freshrron laughs. "Ow~ my head." I say in pain. "Dude pop a few pain killers." Freshrron says. "Sure." I say going inside. Fresh is on the couch he blushes looking at me before turning to the tv frustrated. I just head upstairs to the washroom. "Dude, what is the last thing you remember?" Freshrron asks. "I only remember sitting on the couch." I answer turning up the hall to the medicine cabinet. "Dude you blacked out bad!" Freshrron teases me. "Haha very funny." I say before popping a few pain killers. I swallow them. "Dude just try to talk to him!" Freshrron says. "Ugh... I've tried... What ever I did last night... He must hate me for it... Ugh I feel like shit." I say leaning against the hall wall. "Dude he loves you! He doesn't hate you, might be a little angry with you, but that's it." Freshrron says. I slide down the wall using magic to hold up the phone. Tears are in my eyes. "Dude you okay? You're never really silent." Freshrron says. "I don't know what I did." I say frustrated. "Dude do you need a drink or something?" Freshrron asks. "No... I'll just figure this out on my own." I say with a sigh. "Dude come by the mall later." Freshrron says. "Sure." I say before hanging up. I don't bother catching the phone, it falls to the floor. I'm frustrated at not knowing what I did and how to fix it. Things start going through my head. 'Did I hurt him?' 'Maybe I did something wrong?' 'Did I say something?' 'Oh god was I like Error?' 'Did I hit him?' 'Did I rape him?' 'Did I almost kill him?' My thoughts keep getting darker. I grab my head balling my eyes out. "Oh god... I couldn't have done that..." I say sobbing. "Jammy?" I hear. I look up to see Fresh. I teleport to the secondary bedroom. "I couldn't have... Oh god... No!!! No wonder he hates me!" I cry. "Jammy!!!" I hear Fresh call. "He has'd to hate me... If I did that to him..." I say remembering what happened last night. "I... I raped him... Oh god... I raped him!!!" I cry. "Jammy!!!" I hear Fresh call out. I cry even harder. "Oh god... I'm no better than Error!" I sob. Suddenly the door opens. "How could I..." I ask myself. "Jammy?" Fresh says. "Mr. Fresh... I'm so sorry... I'm so so so so sorry." I sob. "For what?" Fresh asks. "I... I... I raped you!" I sob hard. "Jammy..." Fresh says hugging me. "I'm no better than Error!!!" I shout. "No... No you're not him!" Fresh says looking me in the eyes. "And I'm not mad at you. I don't hate you. I'm not angry." Fresh says. "But I... I..." I trail off hugging him hard. "You didn't rape me, Jammy... I was just extremely surprised and uncertain last night is all. Plus if I didn't want that, I would have pushed you away." Fresh says before gently kissing me. My tears come to a slow trickle. I pull back from Fresh before hugging him tightly. "I'm still so sorry... I..." I trial off again. Fresh tilts my chin up so I'm looking at him. "Plus... It was fun being bottom for once." He says smiling softly. I kiss him hard suddenly.
Time Skip...
Fresh and I are at the mall. I'm in my roller blades like usual. I have my personal piece done so I'm submitting them. We see the guy talking with Ink. Fresh and I are holding hands. Mettaton comes up to us when Fresh smiles at me. He stops us and Mettaton turns up the beat.
(Song Crazy in love cover by Sofia Karlberg)
"I look and stare so deep in your eyes,
I touch on you more and more every time,
When you leave I'm begging you not to go,
Call your name two or three times in a row,
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain,
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame yeah.
'Cuz I know I don't understand,
Just how your love can do what no one else can.
Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now,
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in loves,
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love.
When I talk to my friends so quietly,
Who he think he is? Look at what you've done to me,
Tennis shoes, don't even need to buy a new dress,
You ain't here, ain't nobody else to impress,
It's the way that you know what I thought I knew,
It's the beat that my heart skips when I'm with you,
But I still don't understand,
Just how your love can do what no one else can.
Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now,
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now
Got me hoping you'll save me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in loves,
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love.
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in loves,
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love.
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, oh no no."
Fresh sings to me. He pulls out a ring. I am blushing really bad. "Jammy... I make a promise on this promise ring... That no matter what happens between us, we'll forever be together. And if I am to break this promise, may I turn to dust." Fresh says before holding my hands. Mettaton is crying. I lean forward and kiss Fresh hard. He wraps his arms around my waist and I wrap my arms around his neck. There's whistling and cheering. I then hug him tightly. "I love you... Fresh." I say not saying Mr in front. Fresh smiles and says "I love you too Paperjam." He kisses me again. I kiss him back.
We are laughing and talking when I see something out of the corner of my eye. I jump in front of Fresh pushing him back. Something goes through me. I fall to my knees before coughing blood. It's going right through my soul. "I... I... Love...y... you... Fresh." I say before falling over. Fresh looks horrified. "Error!!!" I hear. Fresh is holding me trying to heal me. Ink rushes over to me and Fresh. The black colour of my ink is turning grey. "Paperjam..." Ink says. I smile softly. Fresh strokes my face crying. "No... Jammy... This... Can't be happening, why won't you heal?" Fresh says. My smile falls as I set my head on Fresh's lap. "Can... You... Rub... My... B... Back?" I ask knowing I don't have the option of a reset as a human does. Fresh nods starting to rub my back. Ink then starts trying to heal me. Fresh is rubbing my back so it doesn't hurt as much. "I... Love... You." I say softly to Fresh holding his hand. Suddenly it turns black.
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The Escape (Fresh X Paperjam) Part 1
FanfictionThis takes place after Paperjam has gone through years of abuse and the story begins on the first day of grade ten, and the later days, weeks and months of him trying to find happiness. This story does have extremely sad parts and very Mature conte...
