It Started With Hello ⇒ Camren

Fourty One

Monday Morning

[Lern - 3:02 a.m.]
Hi. I know you're probably sleeping right now and I'm sorry it took so long for me to calm down and get my head on straight.

[Lern - 3:02 a.m.]
I was just so...angry. I felt so hurt and betrayed because you told me you wouldn't tell anyone. You told me you weren't going to go to the police and report it. But then you did and I dont know..

[Lern - 3:03 a.m.]
In one way I feel like I had the right to be mad. But in another way, I know what you did was for my safety and the safety of any other girls that he may be doing that stuff to.

[Lern - 3:04 a.m.]
I'm sorry, Camz.

[Lern - 3:04 a.m.]
I want you to know - no. I need you to know that I really do appreciate what you and Mani did for me.

[Camz - 3:06 a.m.]
it's okay

[Camz - 3:06 a.m.]
everything's okay

[Camz - 3:06 a.m.]
i was waiting for you to text me

[Camz - 3:06 a.m.]
i forgive you i understand why you were mad i would've been too

[Lern - 3:07 a.m.]
Really?

[Camz - 3:07 a.m.]
of course laur it's a human reaction

[Lern - 3:08 a.m.]
Okay.

[Lern - 3:08 a.m.]
Thank you for understanding.

[Camz - 3:09 a.m.]
of course love. how are you?

[Lern - 3:09 a.m.]
Tired.

[Camz - 3:10 a.m.]
go sleep beautiful it's so early

[Lern - 3:10 a.m.]
I can't.

[Camz - 3:10 a.m.]
why not :(

[Lern - 3:12 a.m.]
Can I be honest with you?

[Camz - 3:13 a.m.]
always

[Lern - 3:15 a.m.]
I've been having..flashbacks of him all day. I close my eyes and there he is. It's like it's on replay.

[Lern - 3:15 a.m.]
I hate it.

[Lern - 3:15 a.m.]
I hate him.

[Camz - 3:16 a.m.]
baby :(

[Camz - 3:16 a.m.]
you should've texted earlier

[Lern - 3:17 a.m.]
I'm sorry.

[Camz - 3:18 a.m.]
no no, it's okay. i just don't like the thought of you being alone while all those bad memories run through your head

[Lern - 3:20 a.m.]
I deserve it. lmfao.

[Camz - 3:20 a.m.]
no.

[Camz - 3:20 a.m.]
don't ever say that.

[Camz - 3:20 a.m.]
because it's not true.

[Camz - 3:20 a.m.]
it never will be.

[Lern - 3:21 a.m.]
I'm gonna try and sleep again.

[Lern - 3:21 a.m.]
Goodnight, Camz.

[Lern - 3:21 a.m.]
Thank you for understanding you have no idea what it means to me.

[Lern - 3:22 a.m.]
And I'm sorry again.

[Camz - 3:23 a.m.]
it's all okay laur i promise you.

[Camz - 3:23 a.m.]
please text me if you need me.

[Camz - 3:24 a.m.]
i'll be right here.

[Camz - 3:24 a.m.]
i'll always be right here.