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You put on a faith facade,
Think you're holy when you're not.
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Josh can see him praying, before the show, after the show, when it's the middle of the night and Josh gets up for a drink but stops when he sees Tyler on his knees in the communal area, his eyes sunken in from lack of sleep. Josh goes back to bed then, but this is the nth time this week he's caught Tyler awake at 3am, 4am, 7am, he's not sleeping but he would never accept help. He would rather pray that sleep takes him, push himself to sickness, til he's on the brink of collapse before he sought help. He's too stubborn and selfish to take care of himself and it makes Josh's chest ache in a way he knows means something more than friendship.
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holy {joshler}
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] Holy by PVRIS songfic. you poor unfortunate soul. tw// eating disorder, religious guilt, internalised homophobia that becomes externalised (briefly), self harm, panic attacks cover art by vyles-ray on tumblr
