einstein's definition of insanity is doing something over and over again and expecting the same result.
every time we fuck i get drunk believing i won't be thinking about him. every time we fuck i think i'll forget about him. every time we fuck i think the harder you pull my hair and wrap your fists around my throat the less i'll be inclined to think sex ever meant anything more than fucking.
i am wrong.
every time.
(this is not poetry this is my real life and it's not particularly pretty)
i hope i begin to write again post more - sydney
