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15.

I have turned Elliot's bed into an 

island

just for me

and her

and the dog



she brings me fruit

cut in small pieces

pomegranate seeds piled high

to encoruage me



I burst them between my teeth

clench my jaw

crushing what was once pretty

was once beautiful

was once

I was once

was once



now I am very little

I exist in white sheets

and drawn curtains

Elliot leaning over me

whispering

please Ava

please just come outside

its lovely out



I burrow deeper

let the dark overtake me

a tidal wave I welcome

beneath an ocean of

sleep tugging at me



I let go

I fall

I was once












A/N: if you like this, you may like my little book of prose (found poems, spoken word, random bits and bobs) and it would mean very much if you checked that out. So yeah. Thank you. Hope you're liking Bloom, Shifting.

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