Dear Luke

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Dear Luke,

i'm not really sure what to do anymore. my family doesn't love me, you've left me, even calum and i got into a physical fight. what am i doing wrong? god damnit just tell me somehow. the doctors say that i need to stay calm and think positive but they don't understand how hard it is to think positive and stay calm when your boyfriends in a coma. you don't know how i felt when you "fell asleep". i punched every wall in the house. i broke stuff. i cried uncontrollably and i still am. i couldn't eat for days luke. the only thing i wish for is for you to wake up. don't let me down, luke.

p.s therapy isn't helping at all.

I love you, Lu.

- Mike x