Joshler || text 💫

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Josh's pov
He has this shocked look on his face, I mean it's just me Josh I'm a nobody
" hey Tyler" I put on a smile to make him at least not show any anger
" JOSHUA WILLIAM DUN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE"
He gives me a big hug I can breathe now I feel like everything is released , idk why
" I work here duh"
"Gosh why didn't you tell me"
"Well who wants to share a job with chicken filled it when you can have it all to your self one day" I say Sounding sarcastically
" you are the buggiest bet-tch share with your bestfriend " he sounded cocky, funny though
" consider yourself lucky Joseph I don't like to share" I laugh
I'm so wired
Just nervous
I mean HES EVEN HOTTER IN PERSON
"Well come on now "
"What?"
"To work dummY, we're not supposed to camp here josh"
We both walk our way to exit the bathroom
" shut up SMARTASS"
LATER ON 🍂
| during work|
I'm taking a elders order and I see Tyler right next to me taking an order from a women about our age, I see her hand Tyler a piece of paper
"Oh um sorry I'm seeing someone"
He hands her back the piece of paper, he's seeing someone ??¿?? Why did I not ask this
She looks at him with a sorry face
She walks right out the door embarrassed
"You're seeing someone?"
"Infact I am"
He gives me this look he looks good but kinda interested in what I have to say look
"Oh cool" that all I have to say
"You okay you look pale"
" ah don't worry happens out of no where" when I feel empty yeah.
" you sure like if you're not up for going home in a car I'll let you stay at my place"
I feel complete anger only because I love this guy right in front of me but he's seeing someone so I don't want to ruin anything for him
" hum actually I wouldn't want to mess up your relationship with who you're seeing"
I run out the door I only had 12 minutes till I go anyway
Run run boy run...
Till I can't see anything anymore
But a blur in my eyes
My tears caught up with my emotion
Who would what me anyways?
I drive home alone
And
Cry myself
To
Sleep
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