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🚩 (Warning mention of rape!) 🚩
Tyler's pov 🤔
I wake up and I'm right besides Josh and then I remember what we did last night
Oh shit This is not what I had planned
I leave in a hurry getting up from the bed so quickly I put my pants and hoes on so fast I feel a couple of times I zoomed out the door not leaving a note or anything.
I leave his house and curse my self out for doing something so stupid I fell in love with Josh and now that had to happen why the fuck am I so goddamn stupid.
I'm sprint to my house and I make it in time before my parents come, they don't care where I am as long as I am safe and still alive by the end of the day so I guess I have freedom, they know I'm gay they love me still.
I walk right into my room and lay down on my bed I can't believe I did this Im madly disappointed and this just brings up more bad memories in the past my ex boyfriend raped me. I'm scared for what is going to happen next.
I try and not think about it but I can't help and not cry I cry I walk to the bathroom and find the blades where nobody will find them but me. I'm sorry-
Make them deeper
You deserve to die
You don't belong here
Josh doesn't love you
He's using you for sex
Nobody loves you
Nobody
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FanfictionJosh dun texted the wrong finding not Halsey but Tyler Joseph! They begin as friends and so much more ;) Josh hides a secrete from Tyler, read on to find out ☺️ Completed 🍭 Edit 2021- hi there this book has been up for awhile now and it's pretty ol...
