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A/u: this is still a joshler fic fic, just wait and see ( sorry Cass)
🚩(suicidal thoughts) 🚩

Josh's pov
I'm not sure what to do but I feel hopeless right now. Tyler was all I ever did love and now I can't have him I can't. I feel like everything is going away, everything, there is no point in living when Tyler is not with me and I feel so very lost, scattered like the stars. I have to make things right but I'm not sure where to start..I'll search every social media app for his name and hopefully find a match with him my Tyler, mine.

Tyler's pov
I just did the most horrific thing I could have ever done and I'm not sure what I can do now, but I guess live out my life with my girlfriend. I've Never thought I'd be here with her, but I'm still feeling lost, very lost. Sure Cassie is really great don't get me wrong but I'm not sure how I can even make her Happy if I can't handle my own problems my self. All Cassie and I do is make out , talk , watch the sunset and it's very peaceful sometimes but just Image doing that with Joshua dum like holy shit, but I do love Cassie very much, but I love Joshua dun too, and it makes me so dumb that I can't choose between the two.
Right now I'm thinking if I should make an escape, they most deserve someone much better than me. I'm so worthless, stupid and so selfish. I'm sorry Cassie and Josh but it's what needs to be done.

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