His True Colors | Jojian | Discontinued

Chapter Okay {Ian's P.O.V}

{I'm a mother fucking meme machine. No really, I am guys, my facebook is like a shit meme page. Link on my profile, I want to be friends I will keep harassing you until you friend me. Am I Desperate? Yes.} 

It's been three hours since Joji fell asleep. Right now he was sprawled all out on me and the couch. He was snoring slightly, it wasn't annoying or loud but it was cute. And the way he drooled slightly. He is just adorable sleeping. 

I wasn't paying attention to the T.V anymore, how could anyone when someone so fucking adorable is just right there? I let out a sigh, I mean we've been friends for a day and a half how could someone develop feelings so fast? It doesn't make sense, I mean friendship does but actual feelings? This might just fuck everything up in the future. I might get attached and decide not to kill him. But then again, he can always find out. Then I would have to kill him.

I carefully got up, not wanting to wake him up. He looked like he needed the sleep, he had bags under his eyes. Like he has been up for days. It does concern me. 

I went over to his window that is near the T.V, I peaked throw the blinds. The rain seemed to calm down. I know I had to get back home, I couldn't stay here forever. If I could I fucking would. 

That reminds me, the back door is probably unlocked. I mentally face palmed. I always had my back door unlocked just in case I was in a hurry to get away from the crime scene and shit. 

I looked at Joji's cute sleeping face. I smiled. I know it's rude to leave this way, I'll be sure to make up for it tomorrow. I checked my pocket for my phone, it was still there. I opened the front door slowly and closing it gently locking it. 

{Anyone know what Ian is forgetting? No, not a goodbye kiss on the cheek to Joji. But whoever gets it right gets... A... Late as fuck Valentine card made by me. And maybe a virtual hug.}

I pulled out my phone, it was only five-fifteen. The walk there was quiet, nothing new. It's always been quiet, even with Joji.

All I could think about is Joji at this point. Maybe I like him more than friends? I shook my head, there is no way Ian, you're not even gay. But then again... Fuck who knows. I did call him cute but it was... Fuck it that was flirting, I can't deny it anyway, I did mean it.  

I continued walking, thoughts on my mind. I should've left a note there, now that I think of it. 

I shrugged it off, I'll text him later about it. 

I turned down my alleyway and walked up to my wall, I let out a sigh as I lift myself up and over the wall. I walked up to the backdoor, turning the door knob, satisfied when it clicked. I pushed open the door walking into my shithole. 

My legs were tired from walking almost all day. I took off my shoes kicking them wherever, walking down the hall to my bedroom. 

{Shit fuck um, I know it's been like 17 years and fuck more people are reading and shit fuck I've been busy and trying to learn ukulele for this semester and shit. Um I'll try to update more and more but I'm very behind in school and I might get kicked out sorry.}

 I was tired but I didn't want to sleep yet. I opened my bedroom door walking towards my bed, I should text Joji so he doesn't worry when he wakes up.

That can wait, I pulled out my phone and laid down on my bed. I felt lonely, no one beside me. The house was quiet. I missed his presence. 

I scrolled through twitter, nothing interesting was happening and it made me even more tired.

I felt my eyes starting to slowly close,"Fuck it..." I mumbled taking off my glasses putting them beside me,"Only a nap, that's all." 

I slowly drifted off to sleep, quietness and nothingness taking me at the same time into a blank dark space.