They Hate Me

474 32 9
                                    

YN's Pov

When we got to the house Lillian grabbed my hand and pulled me down the hall. Lots of things had changed since the last time I remember seeing this place.

"Look mommy daddy made it for you!" she said with a bright smile.

I was always a fan of Chris' art work. This was so beautiful I couldn't help but cry though I can't believe he's with someone else after all we'd been through.

I thank God that I woke up but I just can't be happy right now.

"Don't cry mommy" she said as she hugged me I hugged her back tightly

"Mommy you squish me haha" she laughed I let go quickly and wiped my tears

"Mommies sorry" God it felt good to actually say I'm a mom now that's something I can be happy about.

Mariah's Pov

I listened to their conversation and couldn't help but feel bad I didn't want to be the cause of this family break up. It's bad enough she's been in a coma for four years.

"Baby?" I jumped and turned around seeing Chris standing there with a worried look on his face.

"I'm okay" I said as I walked past him.

Chris' Pov

Mariah had been acting pretty strange lately and I have no idea why but I guess I'll talk to her later.

I walked around the corner to see YN and Lillian talking. I smiled slightly I feel absolutely terrible for this I've already put her through so much.

"Hey Lillian daddy wants to talk to mommy for a bit okay?" I said

Lillian looked at me and nodded giving YN a hug before walking off somewhere.

"Look I-

"Christopher I'm only staying until a get a job and enough money to have my own trust me I don't want to be here" she cut me off

"YN Christopher really? And you don't need a job I can take care of you" I said

"No I rather do it by myself besides your not my man" she said with an attitude

"YN you know you don't need that I can-

"You can what? Make my life worse than what you already have? Christopher I gave you my everything my heart my love your first child...I even chose you over my family and you go and do this? I don't want your help. I don't need your help not anymore." she said as she started to walk pass me. I grabbed her arm and pulled her in front of me.

"How many times do I have to say sorry?" I asked

"Until I decide to forgive you" she said as she snatched her arm away.

YN Pov

Hurt isn't even a good enough word to describe to how I'm feeling right now. I walked down the halls and looked at his paintings some old that I'd already seen and some new. Pictures of us were sitting on some tables as I walked by and some on the wall too. I shook my head knowing those would be replaced with him and Mariah's very soon. I then walked pass a room with Lillian's name on it it was the cutest little room I ever seen. I remember when I was pregnant with her and we wanted to design her room ourselves he did a amazing job without me.

I looked across the hall and seen "our" room well it was supposed to be our room 😒.

I walked in and looked around majority of my pictures where gone. I walked over to the bed and rubbed the soft covers remembering the times when we'd talk cuddle and he'd rub my stomach when I felt sick while pregnant with Lillian. His excuse for doing this just doesn't seem valid enough for him to leave me. I was there before he even became 'Chris Brown' what's the real reason for all of this?

I was startled by a noise that seemed to have come from the bathroom. The door open and out came Mariah well she was awfully quiet in there. He face fell when she seen me I could tell she was a bit afraid.

"Why are you wearing my gown?" I asked her

"I uh Chris let me wear it a while back and now I sleep in it" she said

Chris' Pov

I walked in the room before anything else could be said.

"So your letting her wear my clothes?!" YN yelled

"I mean I don't see anything wrong with it" I said

"Oh so if you just so happened to go in a coma for four damn years and come back to see I was in another relationship and the guy was living with me and our daughter and wearing your clothes you wouldn't be pissed?" YN said

"I mean I don't know" I responded

"Bullshit you know you'd be pissed off" she yelled

"YN just calm down damn" I yelled

"Just calm down you got me fucked up down left and right (lol you guys have to watch Tré Melvin on YouTube the guy's hilarious!) I ain't calming down! I shouldn't be going through this!" she yelled

"See shit like this are some of the reasons why I moved on!" I yelled

She was about to say something but I guess she had to replay what I had just said. I regretted it to the fullest. Her eyes got teary and she ran past me out the room.

"Daddy you make mommy cry" I heard Lillian say

"I know I'm Sorry" I said

"Chris I don't want to be the cause of all this" Mariah said

"Mariah can you please not make this any harder than it already is. I'm with you I'm not with her baby and you know that" I said

"Chris take me to the nearest shelter please" I looked to see YN standing there with tears running down her face.

"YN I said you could-

"I know what you said Chris but I want to leave" she said

"Fine" just let me get myself together

She nodded and walked out the room.

I went to my drawer and pulled out some clothes and headed to the bathroom to take a shower.

20 minutes later

I had just got done putting on some cologne. I walked down stairs to see all my girls.

Lillian was crying her eyes out and knew this would hurt he the most.

"But mommy you just got back" she cried

"I know I'll come visit though okay?" YN said as she hugged Lillian tighter.

Mariah looked very uncomfortable as she sat in the chair away from them.

"This is all your fault! I hate you!" Lillian said to me as she ran upstairs. My heart dropped and I felt even worse.

YN stood up and walked over to the door. I looked at Mariah and she looked down.

I walked to the door and opened it letting YN out first.

We walked to the car I unlocked the doors she got in and so did I.

"I'm really sorry" I said but she only ignored me. I wouldn't blame her though...

15 minutes later

We arrived at the shelter in no time.

She unbuckled her seat belt and started to get out

"I still love you" I said

"I loved you too" she said before getting out the bed and closing the door.

I don't want to leave Mariah but I don't want YN and Lilian hating me to.....

I know this sucked right? Sorry it'll get better! Thank you all for commenting on my story I really appreciate it glad you enjoy it

👀👀

👅👄

Brown Eyes a Chris Brown Love StoryWhere stories live. Discover now