Coffee on my shirt [{COMPLETED}]

I'm sorry...

Hey! Sorry for not uploading any chapters i literally got lost in my thoughts and got lazy so sorry!
Oh! And also if your into pewdieplier i have a book for that its called "the colors between blue and red" it has one chapter but thats ok any onwards!

Marks perspective

MARK STOP!

I heard myself shout at the back of my head as i was about cut my hand with the razor

DON'T DO THIS! THINK ABOUT JACK! HE'LL BE UPSET IF YOU DO THIS! STOP!

I or such as myself started shouting

"Okay... I won't do it" I whispered to myself putting the razor blade in the drawer

"Why did i do that to my brother?" I questioned myself constantly regretting what i had done

I ran to my door and leaned my forehead on it "I don't think he'll forgive me but i'll try" i whispered to my self gripping on the doorknob

As soon as i opened the door i felt whats left of my confidence drain out of my weak body, i slowly leaned on the door and slid down and cried on how weak and useless i was in this point

"Hey umm Mark" i heard my brother say as looked up to see him

"You're right..." i said turning my head to the right to avoid his eye contact

"No...I'm not and I'm sorry i miss judged you" he explained giving "No i'm sorry, sorry for being such a retard, a failure in life, you were right... i'm sorry" i said standing up still not looking at him "Mark, look at me, Your not what you think you are not a failure, a retard, Your my amazing loving brother, my best friend don't think of yourself like that your better than those negative words you think of... i'm really sorry for miss judging you" he said hugging me as i felt tears on my back

"I forgive you..." i said hugging him back "thanks for understanding" i said hugging him tighter "Are you hungry? Sorry to change the topic" he said letting go of me as he wipes his tears "Yeah, i guess so" i answered "i'm gonna cook for you you can go wait in your room if you want" he went to the kitchen as i went back into my room

I quickly went to my computer to go on Skype but just as wen i was about to click on the application Jack started calling me, i answered the call as he was on the screen "Hey Jack!" I enthusiastically said waving at my webcam "Hey! how's it going?" He asked smiling at me or more like the screen

OI! I'm doing an chapter on The colors between blue and red soon so ye!
I also just noticed how much i suck at writing books or stories ok bye bye now
-thegreatest