Luv you better

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Marissa POV
I woke up and I felt a lot better. I felt.....like I deserve better and that I found it. Lenny is perfect and I can't mess it up. I hopped in the shower and got dressed

 I hopped in the shower and got dressed

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. I laced my 11s and left. Ms. Heather picked me up to take me to lunch. Even though I hate Odell doesn't mean I have to cut her off.
Ms Heather: work with Odell. You were perfect
Me: I gotta see
Ms. Heather: well I'm stopping by right now to drop some things off. You can talk to him
Me: oh no no no no
Ms. Heather: what's wrong?
Me: I don't want to bother Odell
Ms. Heather: you are fine
I get nervous but I agree.
We pull up to the familiar house and I sit in the car not moving
Ms. H: honey come on in
Me: I don't-
Ms. H: girl get out now!
I sigh and get out the car. We walk in with the key and Odell is on the couch. He looks up and totally ignores his mom. I'm his main attention. I look away.
Ms. H: I'm going to the office to get papers
Me: I'll go with you
Ms. H: no talk to Odell about your job
I just stood there while she walks upstairs. We just look at eachother. He gets up and walks toward me. I back up in fear. Next thing I know his lips are crashed on mine. I kiss and pull away
Me: no no no no no no, we are not doing this.
Odell: Marissa I'm so sorry for everything. I fucked up. Please forgive me. I cant sleep or eat. I didn't know how to love you. I had this agreement of just sex but inside I wanted more. Marissa you are the only girl I've cuddled with. You are the only girl I like kissing. You are the only one. Please let me love you better
I broke down and cried like never before.
Me: I can't do it. You hit me. Yes it was only once but how do I know it's the last time? What if. I make you mad and you do it again? I don't want to be hurt. I have someone who treats me like a queen and wants people to know about me
Odell: don't do that. I'm not ashamed of you it's just press is everywhere
Me: bullshit
Odell: Marissa let me prove it to you.
Me: you already did. I can't do it
I heard Ms. H come down stairs so I wiped my eyes.
Ms. H: you ready?
Me; yeah let's go
We walked out the door and I looked at Odell
Me: goodbye Odell
And I walked out.

Odell is truly sorry
Marissa ain't having it

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