Mr. Beckham's assistant

I fucked up

Marissa POV
I woke up to 17 messages and from Lenny. I ignored them all. I fucked up. Lenny is the sweetest guy ever and I fucked him over. I can't face him yet. I just need to think. I get up and go downstairs and make bowl of cereal. Odell is on the phone with some girl and he sounds stressed. I just stand there staring at him.
Odell: you fucking kidding me; you a dumb thot; there is no way that-hello? Hello????
The person hung up on him. I cleared my throat and he turned around and looked at me
Me: who the hell was that Odell
He put his hands thru his hair
Odell: Caya *mumbles*
Me: why the hell were you on the phone with her?
Odell: she told me something
Me: God damn it Odell spit the shit out before I get angry
Odell: she's pregnant
I pause and just stare at him. After I took him back hours later shit happens? Seriously? I don't say anything I just walk upstairs and ball my eyes out. How could he hit her raw? My ex best friend too? He lost his shit. He walked in the room
Me: GO THE HELL AWAY
Odell: Marissa let me talk to you
Me: fuck you I hate you
Odell: please don't say that
Me: I do. Now get the hell out before I get violent
Odell: Marissa I'm sorry, I was angry with you and she came over crying about losing her friendship with you and I wanted to get back at you. That was a huge mistake and I'm so sorry
Me: so you fucked her raw?
Odell: I'm sorry.
He came to the bed and sat next to me. He ran his hands thru my hair. I looked in his eyes and he was crying. He's never cried in front of me. I know he's sorry but I can't forgive him and I can't do this to myself again. I rubbed his hair and he looked at me
Me: I gave you chance and before I got deeper I find out you got my ex best friend pregnant. That's a sign from God that I Have to let you go even tho it kills me
Odell: baby I-
Me: I'm sorry I just can't
Odell: can we please just start fresh? If I have to wait a year for sex I will. I can't risk living without you. How about you work for me? 6k a week? No sex or funny shit. Let's just start a friendship and start over
I sat there and thought. 6k is perfect.
Me: fine but I'm not sleeping in the room with you and we are definitely broken up. And Caya can't come in the house
Odell: deal
I got up and went to the other room and slammed the door and locked it. What the hell am I doing?

Marissa needs to get that money tho frfr
Odell is sorry but he does dumb shit and he will continue to