What is happening?

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2 weeks later
Things with Odell have been weird. It's been professional but we both miss eachother. It's crazy but weird. Ever since he got drunk and said all that, he's been sober and been very cold towards me. Idk what the deal is. But when I woke up I had to go throw up. What is happening? I feel like it's stress. But to be safe I took a pregnancy test. I sat there and waited and it came out positive. God why? What am I going to do! I have to have a abortion. I can't even tell Odell. Everything will be ok. But anyways I have to go to Odell's game today so I got dressed and put this on. I'll think about it later

I'm doing the casual comfort look

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I'm doing the casual comfort look. But I grabbed sunglasses and I went downstairs and Odell was ready
Odell: took long enough
Me: sorry Mr. Beckham
It's been like this for months. Just like when we first met.
We left and the car ride was silent. I texted Lenny
Me: I miss you Lenny I'm so sorry
I honestly miss him so much but I ruined it. Odell looked at my phone and I closed it quick
Odell: there is a party at Jarvis house. Then we leave tomorrow for California for the game
Me: alright I'll make sure to get separate rooms.
Odell: perfect
I called on everything and set it up so it's all good.
We got there and I sat next to Ms. H.

End of game
WE WON!!!! ODELL IS MAKING OUT WITH THE NET!!! Lord this boy got issues🤦🏽‍♀️. But I love seeing happy. I walked up to Odell and we had a bunch of looks Bc everyone knows we are exes.
Me: going early I'm going to find something to wear for the after party
Odell: ok just meet me at the party.
I ended up leaving with Aniyah. She has a thing for Jarvis so she's going. We went to the house and I let her borrow a outfit. Honestly we look good as usual

 Honestly we look good as usual

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Aniyah: damn Marissa, you are rocking that dress bitch!Me

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Aniyah: damn Marissa, you are rocking that dress bitch!
Me. Thank you you too
Aniyah: black is so sexy on you omg
Me: damn you trying to fuck
Aniyah: I hate you😂
Me: we gotta go now
Aniyah: ok
We left and went to Jarvis's house.
When we walked in, eyes were on us. The other bitches there were basic and they weren't us. Aniyah walked up to Jarvis
Aniyah: hey babe *kisses him*
Jarvis: god damn you fine asf. He grabbed her ass
Aniyah: stop babe
I awkwardly smiled. Odell was across from me and he honestly looked good

 Odell was across from me and he honestly looked good

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That sweater just is😍. But we awkwardly looked at eachother.
Odell: you look very nice
Me: thanks. Can we sit down and discuss the interviews real quick it will take a second
Odell: yeah
We went to a secluded area and sat down and talked.
Me: ok so we have a interview with Katy at 10 when we get there and then-
I stopped Bc I felt sick
Me: I'm gonna be sick.
I ran as fast as I could to the bathroom. When I got there I didn't close the door or anything I just threw up. Odell walked in and grabbed my hair
Odell: are you ok?? What's wrong?
Me: you Odell
I lift my head up from the toilet Bc I'm done. I pushed him
Odell: what?
Me: I took a test before I got here and it was positive. I'm pregnant. I wasn't gonna tell you I was just gonna take care of it
Odell: what?
He stands up and runs his hands thru his hair
Me: don't worry I'll get rid of it and you can have a happy home with Caya.
I stood up and tried to walk out but he grabbed me
Odell: marissa stop it. Just let me think.
Me: 18 years with you? I can't. You already ruined my life *bursts out in tears*
He pulls me in for a hug.
Odell: don't get rid of our child please. We can make this work. I'm sorry for everything. I'm the dumbest person ever
Me: I was planning on getting rid of it and quiting and trying to be with Lenny again. But I'm still stuck with you. Why did I have to love you?
Odell: please just work with me. I need you and this child.
Me: you got 2 years knocked up at the same time pretty much. Caya is 3 months and I don't know how far along I am. You are like diddy
Odell: I know but you and this baby are my responsibility and the baby with Caya is. Fuck Caya she doesn't mean shit to me but the baby does. You mean the world to me and so does this baby in yours stomach *rubs my belly*
I chuckle and I look up into his eyes.
Odell: I love you and I'm sorry. I want to marry you one day baby.
Me: I love you too but I'm giving it a chance Bc of our child.
Odell: I won't fuck up I promise you that
He kisses me and I kiss back.
Me: love you
Odell: I love you more
We walked out together and left together and went home.


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