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Mikey.

*a month later*
I feel dizzy. There's blood everywhere. This is not what I had planned. Why am I so stupid? Of course there would be, I just cut both my arms badly. The last month has been the most horrible month I've ever had.

Pete didn't stop hitting me. Not only slapping and light pushing, he broke my arm. He  broke my fucking arm and forced me to tell it was an accident and my fault.
He also did something else.
That led me to my fourth failed suicide attempt.
Let's just say I did not want to lose my virginity to Pete.

Frank wasn't happy when he found me unconscious in the school bathroom, after having taken many Xanax. Thankfully, no one found out, they wore off quickly and I survived, something I'm not happy about.

Having to keep self harming as a secret gets really hard, especially at times like this, where your brother visits you every night for a goodnight but you've just done such damage to your body.

They don't need to know. They wouldn't care anyways.

I ate dinner today. After I was done, I disappeared to the bathroom and forced it all back up and into the toilet.

Shit, Gerard's coming to the room and there are no tissues around me to clean the blood. I'm such an idiot, why couldn't I wait for Elena, my grandma, to finish her shower so I could lock myslef in the bathroom?!

Please don't let him come in and see..

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