Bits And Peices Of A Broken Heart

Questions

If I could ask you a question and get a totally straight answer ,it would be why,why me ,why then ,why even say anything .were you just bored or did you genuinely care for me at all?because I can't tell and I fell for you .i miss you I can't deny that but you were never mine to miss.i miss the way your eyes would shine and you would stare at me and smile ,but you weren't mine so I don't have that right but frankly I don't care anymore.so I just want to know why I'm haunted by the what ifs ,the why's and the buts they plague my mind .the answers I can never find ,I cried when you left but I would never admit that to you .I've never done that before it hurt me more than you will ever know .but when I saw that look in your eyes I knew you didn't care and if you had you wouldn't have left me like that