to survive || j.jk

19

"Jungkook-ah.. can you cook? I'm not feeling well." Panicked, Jungkook rushes over to their bedroom, "Are you okay? Do you need any meds?"

She simply smiles and shakes her head,"I'm just having cramps. It's that time of the month."

Jungkook sighs in relief, "Okay then, I'll make some porridge for you." She smiles at him before he walks out of the room.

I'm sorry I lied..

She knows very well that wasn't it. Her period had just ended a week ago. Suddenly feeling sick in the stomach, she rushes over to the bathroom and throws up.

She looks at the substance in the toilet bowl, and feels the urge to cry once again. The mixture of black and red again, just like the one on her arm.

The virus, it's flowing in her blood now.

She sucks her tears in, no matter how painful it is, no matter how scared she is, she is determined on not showing it.

Because she wants Jungkook to remember her smile.

She wants Jungkook to remember how happy she was.

And she wants him to be happy.