::Naruto x Male Reader::

Seme! kiba x uke! reader! male!

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You were eating in the ichiraku ramen and ate a bowl.

You were rather sad than usual.

When you were sad you'll just eat or go out to clear your mind but this time it didn't work.

You went to the woods and camped with friends but not happiness brought you.

Your friends played truth or dare but you didn't laugh in a single dare.

You just stared at them.

You sighed heavily and paid for the food.

You went home and went straight to the bathroom.

You sat at the floor and ran a bath with some toys.

You ran your hands through the now white scars in your arms.

You haven't done any in a year.

Today it breaks the record.

You opened the cabinet and took out your favorite razor and washed it.

You went on your phone to scroll through social media.

No one texted you to know if you're okay or not.

Not even your mother.

Or brother.

Oh well.

You picked it up and searched for music in your phone.

You chose 'song above' and looked at the floor.

(play song now if you want)

Kiba would sometimes be there to comfort you but lately he'll avoid you in any way possible.

You looked at your arms and searched for some space and found some and grabbed the razor.

You pressed it lightly on the skin to make a template for yourself.

Then you pressed it depper into your skin and made you whimper in pain.

But you kept going.

You sliced it too deep that it opened and showed some meat on your skin.

You sighed and got some bandages and a needle.

You took a belt from your pants and tightened your arm on the counter and got the needle close to the wound.

You sighed loud and put the needle though your skin and you slammed your fist down.

"Ahhh fuck!" You screamed in pain.

You stomped your foot but finished in a long time.

You then put the bandages and the blood seeped through the bandages.

You then looked at your thighs close to your member. Untouched place.

You sliced couple times there being careful.

If you cut too deep it might be uncomfortable feeling cuts grace each other.

Then you soaked in the bath and relaxed.

Seeing the water turn pink then red.

You laid down and massaged your own back.

Then some time passed and your body felt so relaxed.

Then all of your bad memories came back to fuck you in the ass.

Your smile dropped and turned into a frown.

You miss Kiba really bad. He said anytime your sad he'll be there to comfort you.

Why did he lie? He ain't here is he?

You felt cold tears running down and fell to the water beneath you.

Then you started sobbing heavily and you held onto your hair.

You frowned and put your clothes back on and walked out.

You sat down on the couch on the living room and called for your dog/cat and they came running to your side.

You smiled and rubbed their back.

They fell asleep curled in a ball next to you.

You smiled and decided to call Kiba.

"I hope he isn't busy" you said and dialed the number and no more then three seconds he answered really fast.

"Y/N WHATS WRONG!?" He yelled but it sounded like he was running.

You laughed and hung up and unlocked your door.

He came and sat next to you and hugged you tightly

"Ouch Kiba" you said as you rubbed your arm.

He frowned. And kissed you to make you feel better.

He leaned forward for your cheek and accidentally touched your member.

"..Ahhh~.." You moaned and blushed deep red.

Kiba smirked but saved that for another time.

"Did you break it today didn't you?" Kiba asked and you simply nodded.

He sighed but then got some ice cream from your fridge.

He gave you a spoon and both of you watched TV and ate some ice cream.

LOOK WHO DECIDES TO UPDATE THE BOOK. IM SORRY FOR THE DELAY. I HAVENT BEEN MYSELF IN A LONG TIME. BUT IM BETTER THAN EVER(SARCASM). BUT ILL UPDATE SOON AS I CAN. ALSO didn't spell check its 2am for gods sake. Check out my other books!