Cameron POV:
It all occurred to me that quick.
Losing Chase was a big mistake, and Cuddy was right.
Since I still didn't want to go home, I went into one of the women's locker rooms.
Chase might have been there, doing what I didn't want him to do.
Leave me.
I don't go in there very often, but this time it was necessary.
The last time I think I ever went in there was to find House.
House was hallucinating when I found him there.
Usual House....
I got into one of the showers in there, and enjoyed the hot water on me.
Hot water feels relaxing and great.
Cold water makes me very cranky and moody.
But I think everyone feel that way about cold water.
So hot water has always been my best friend.
Well, you know what I mean...
Hot showers often seem to relieve stress, well for me.
But sadly, I couldn't handle the pain, the pain of loss.
I lost Chase, I lost him!
Tears flowed from my face.
The water
I was a person that prefered to cry alone, and the shower is the best place for that.
Tears flow, like the water coming for the showerhead.
It was like an endless river.
The would be a water current.
Flowing, flowing, flowing.
Like the story about Alice in Wonderland.
She would cry and the water would get bigger and bigger, and that, that is how I felt.
The shower felt like it was going to overflow with water sooner or later.
Alice shrunk and the water would just tower over her.
Would she drown?
Alice in Wonderland is one of my favorite fairy tales.
It was ironic because, well, because my name is Allison, so maybe, I was like her.
A lot of the time people call me Cameron, but my first name is Allison.
Mostly at the hospital of course.
Usually people that are close to me call me Allison.
Lewis Carroll knew his skills pretty well.
The English Mathematician got to work with his making of the story.
For some reason, I did feel like my life was like Alice.
Well, except for the fact that I don't go into another world.
My word of advice is to never talk to me about the afterlife.
You will never get a response.
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Nobody Said It Was Easy (Part 2 of It's Tuesday)
RomanceAt the end of the first story, we had left off with Jen, Cameron's childhood friend, ask her if she has moved on from the death of her late husband. This part of the story will cover the second half of Season 5 as well as moments from Season 6. Came...
