❝ she had saved me as the sands of her time slowly inched its ending ❞
she was the sun and he thought that he was the moon that badly needed her presence to live but, unbeknownst to his knowledge, the case was the other way around.
jeon jeonggu...
"all day, i go crazy thinking ofyou just thinking of you makes my body react. i'm trying to get rid of the sadness, trying to go back to the happy times"
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❝i was a fool to ever think you were perfect and thinking that nothing could ever hurt you was a really foolish thought.
i remembered you coming to school with bloodshot eyes and bruised face, seeing you in that state—i swear that my heart died and it hurt so much that i couldn't protect you from the demons that i never knew always surrounded you.
"don't cry, kookie"
"no, i can't. i can't help it, you're . . . you're wounded and seeing you like this . . "
"i—i'm fine"
seeing you drag the words so hard were enough to make me feel even more guilty.
"no! you are not okay! why, why would you hide this? i thought we trusted each other . . . i thought we're going to face everything through thick and thin? i love you so much and you don't know how seeing you like this pains me, i feel like i was never good enough. i was never good enough to make you feel like i could protect you. the frail, weak and coward jeongguk is gone haeun and you made it disappear but now, seeing you this way i just don't know anymore"
"jeongg—"
"i'm strong if i have you but . . . if i lose you"
"kooki—"
"elope with me"
"i—"
"i'll protect you"
i remembered the way your eyes finally let a tear drop on it for the first time, i remembered the way you broke down to me the moment i spoke those words. i remembered how you were so happy and scared at the same time when you heard me speak of the words "elope with me" . you thought that we would never be able to make it, but i guaranteed that if i have you, i could do anything.
"take me"
if i have you i could be anything i wanted.
i thought that after having you right beside me everything would go smoothly and forever would be a thing to us, but like any other make belief stories, forever only existed in fairytales and ours wasn't clearly one.❞
