Chapter 10
I woke up next to Andrew laying right next to him in mah birthday suit. Andrew was asleep so I got up and went to my room and went to take a shower. I blasted the song Birthday Suit by Pleasure P. After a 30 minute shower I got out and changed into skinny jeans, a all time low shirt, and jordans. On my way out I picked out my purse and hat and went outside.
Outfit:
http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/Apparel/TShirts/BandTees/All-Time-Low-Dont-Waste-Tee-Plus-Size-140799.jsp
http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/Apparel/Bottoms/Denim/Fragile-PullOn-Blue-Denim-Skinny-Pants-240780.jsp
http://www.nike.com/jumpman23/index.html#/footwear/332550-151?idx=6&cid=332550-151&filter3=8
I went to the back door and into thr garrage. I got in my car and drove off. I owne a black jeep commander. Who cares if im to young to drive but I drive anyways lol.
I went to Sammies house and we sat and talked for a long time. I came home to find andrew home and staring at me. I couldn't handle him at all to see him. My heart loudly thumped while I walked past him. I ran to my room crying and layed flatly on the bed. I was wring last night. I do regret this..... lets hope no consecuences come.... Im seertainly not ready to be a mom.
2 Months later.........
Ive been feeling dizzy and extreamly hungry these days. Ive been avoiding Andrew and hanging out with my parents. Ive gained a few pounds and been trowing up a lil. My belly been getting harder so I guess the workouts have been working. I been listening to lots of songs latly and ive noticed that Andrew has a jurnal labeled " Letters To Lauren ". I guess its not about me because its pretty big and the letters are in script. I didn't know guys wrote in jurnals. Much less in script. I wonder whats inside..... no I wont cause I wouldn't want anyone reading my jurnal if I ever got one. Well im heading to the store with Sammie cause she swears im prego :l
