How would you feel? (Harry Styles) || COMPLETED

18. P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)

February 4th 2015, London ✈Sydney

"Have you ever been to Australia?" Pat asked me, looking more nervous than I had ever seen him

"No, have you?" 

"I-I haven't" he sighed, "I'm very scared of planes" he finally admitted

"I'll hold your hands if it helps" I giggled as the plane took off. I saw him uncertain for a few seconds before he faked a smile. 

It was finally happening, everything I had worked for for the last two months. In two days I'd be performing my songs in front of a huge crowd, the biggest I had ever seen in my whole entire life. 

Thinking back to the past few months, it all felt like a dream. In the matter of a few weeks I had dropped and EP that reached number 7 on the UK charts, I had traveled to France, Spain, Italy, Germany and around England to promote it and I had planned my show to open for One Direction. Rumors had started spreading around about me, I had, in fact, become Niall's girlfriend who cheated on him with Louis in everybody's eyes, which was pretty funny to me. Other than that, throughout their short break, I had hung out a lot with them and we had become pretty close, so I felt happy about touring with them.

Harry never answered that text and we hadn't spoken or seen each other ever since. I had wished him a happy birthday, to which he didn't answer either. I read online that he was now officially with Nadine and to be honest I felt pretty disappointed when the news popped out on Twitter. I just hoped things wouldn't be awkward between us during these months. 

"Jade" I felt two hands on me, "wake up, we are in Sydney" I recognized Pat's voice. I opened my eyes and noticed everybody already standing and walking towards the plane's exit. I realized we were actually in Australia and squealed, drawing everybody's attention on me, some people looked at me like I was crazy, some laughed at me and some probably understood why I was that excited. 

We collected our luggages and, as walked out of the airport, I felt the summer heat on my skin and couldn't keep my grin. Summer was my favorite season and in England we didn't really get much of it so my excitement and my joy were justifiable. 

"Nice to meet you" an Aussie accent made me come back to reality, "I'm Kurt and I will be your driver in Sydney" he introduced himself. He looked hot, he was blond, had blue eyes and was pretty muscular. He took my suitcases, put them in the boot and opened the car for us. 

We chatted throughout the whole journey to the hotel but quickly arrived at our destination. I got out of the car and saw an enormous luxurious building all made of glass that I thought I could stay at only in my dreams. I looked at Pat and noticed the same shocked look on his face. He, then, told me that it had been organized by One Direction's team and he had nothing to do with it. We checked in and a bellboy accompanied us to our rooms. If I was shocked before, when he opened the door I felt even more speechless. Luxury was all I could see. It was incredible. We, then, settled in, had dinner and went to sleep since it was 2am. 

February 5th 2015, Sydney

I woke up, checked the time, took my phone and noticed I had 3 missed calls from Niall so I called him back. 

"Finally sleepyhead" I heard his Irish accent, "are you staying at our hotel?" 

"Yes, aren't you excited you're gonna be in the same hotel as me?" I joked

"I actually am, because everybody's arriving in a few hours and I'm bored" he chuckled

"Oh wow thank you" I pretended to feel offended

"What's your room?" he didn't notice

"44, third floor"

"On my way" he immediately said ad I heard him open a door and he hung up.  

After a few minutes I heard him knocking on the door, opened for him and saw the comfiest Niall I had ever witnessed. He was, in fact, wearing a huge sweater and some baggy shorts.

"You look incredible" I laughed, "I want that sweater" 

"You will never have this" he said pointing at his hoodie, "you've already done this mess here?" he asked looking at my stuff around the room and I only nodded laughing. 

We, then, sat on my bed and caught up on the last news. We ordered a gigantic amount of food for breakfast, since he loved food as much as I did, and ate it all. 

"Do your fans know you're already here?" I asked

"No, they expect us to arrive later" he winked

"Let's go sightseeing" I exclaimed excited 

"I'll have to bring security just in case though" he said, standing up and pulling me to do the same. I quickly got dressed and we left the hotel. 

I noticed Kurt outside of the hotel, he waved at me so I asked him if he had any plans. He said he didn't so he offered to be our guide for the morning, we hopped in the car and started chatting to the boy. I could tell he felt kind of intimidated by Niall, little did he know he was the kindest human being. Our first stop was obviously the Opera House, then we drove through the Harbour Bridge and, lastly, we walked along the beach. I loved everything about the city: its landscape, its atmosphere, its weather (which Niall didn't enjoy as much) and the people who seemed so kind. 

Kurt drove us back to the hotel at 4pm, after taking us to lunch in an amazing cafe next to the beach, and we were welcomed by Louis, Liam and Zayn who were in the hall, checking in. As soon as Louis saw me, he walked to me and hugged me tightly. He introduced me his sister Lottie and told me she was going to follow us for most of the tour.

In the meanwhile I couldn't help but wonder where Harry was, but I tried to not overthink it since I had decided that I wouldn't let him control my thoughts as before. As I was thinking that, I turned around and immediately recognized the mass of brown curly hair. He was looking at his suitcase but quickly looked up. Our gazes met, caught by surprise he raised both of his eyebrows, awkwardly smiled with his lips tightly pressed together and waved at me with his left hand. In that moment I realized that, for some weird reason, I had missed him. 

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Author's note:

We're back with the usual Jade POV. But let's talk about the gif... how cute is he? 

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