I looked over at Diamond and she was just laying there looking so beautiful.
"Zane?"
"Yeah, what's up?" I asked.
"You know I'm two moths pregnant" She said and I smiled.
"Foreal? How you Know?" I asked her.
"I went to the doctors the other day, but honestly I'm scared" she confessed.
"For What? You got me, so you shouldn't be scared" I told her.
"What If I loose my child again? Due to complications in my back. Thats how I lost it last time. When I got shot, that really fucked up my chance to actually go through a complete pregnancy. Them people told me that there's a ninety percent chance, that I will never give birth."
She took a deep breathe.
"I didn't make it to four months last time and I'm just so scared that it will happen again, i really hope it doesn't. I wish I didn't do that drill that night. I should've sat out or been a look out instead of actually doing it. I fucked up a chance for me to have kids. I-I should've never start doing this shit in the first place. I'm over it. The doctor said that my pregnancy is going great so far, but how long until it becomes not so great?" She said.
"I'm sorry I wasn't there baby, I'm sorry for everything man. And, I really mean it bruh." I told her.
"I promise I'm not going to cause anything on you during this whole pregnancy, I'm going to be there for you every step of the way, I promise baby" I told her.
"Listen there's no need to say all that, because I know that after this day you're going to back on your words and its back to beating on me, calling me hurtful names and ruining my life" She said and then got up to put on her clothes.
"Diamond, c'mon man. I dont know what be coming over me. I love you man. I'm Sorry" I told her.
I feel some type of way, like she was getting under my skin.
"Zane it's okay, I accept the fact that, that's you. I accept the fact that you won't ever let me live my life. I accept the fact that your going to continusly hurt me every chance you get, because thats what you love to do. You like to see me in pain, you like to see me suffer, you like to see me down, you just won't let me be happy." She said with tears in her eyes.
"Nah' that's not true Diamond, that's not true! I love to see you happy. I don't want to be the cause of your hurt no more bruh. Diamond please don't leave me, man." I walked up to her.
She back up a little bit.
I sat on the end of the bed.
"I'm not going to hit you. Diamond please, I ain't never begged for anything or anyone my entire life, blood. Please don't go" I told her. I turned my head to the side so she Won't see my face.
I balled my fist.
"I'zane look at me" she said as she stood in front of me.
"Look at me please" She said softly.
I turned my head towards her stomach.
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"I'zane" I put my hands on his face.
"Look at me" I told him. And, he kept avoiding eye contact with me.
"You can cry in front of me I'zane, why are you holding back." I told him.
"Move Diamond, bruh" He said and clenched his jaw.
"Not until you release everything. "
He turned his head and sniffed.
"Diamond" he said balling up his fist again.
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Zane Pov.....
She bent down in front of me
She turned my head towards her face.
She started staring into my eyes.
"Baby..." She said touch my cheek.
I clenched my jaw, again. It was staring to get hot, my throat was staring to hurt.
My eyes started to get blurry, real blurry.
I squeezed my fist tighter together.
"I love you, but I got to leave you" She told me.
I couldn't hold this shit no more, I just broke.
"Nah man, you can't do this to me" I said breaking down. I feel fucking weak dawg.
She held me, and I held her.
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Diamond Pov.....
His cries filled the room as I hugged him.
I can't leave him like this.
I just can't.
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I woke up feeling a little better.
Zane was still sleep though. We slept over Ma Zanii house, cause I did not want to drive home, I was tired.
I stared at him as he slept. He was a cute while he slept. I smiled to myself.
"Girl stop Looking at me" He said in his raspy sexy morning voice. Owee' he sound so Daddyish'.
I just smiled and he turned over.
I Frowned.
Unt uhh, I don't know what He think this is.
I crept my hand under the cover and rubbed on his manhood.
"Diamond" He said sternly.
"Yes, Daddy?" I said in my innocent voice.
"Don't start nun' you cannot finish" He said.
So I took his manhood into my hand, and start jack him and playing with his tip.
When I felt him get hard, I stopped and turned over with a smirk on my face.
"Bruh" I heard him mumbled.
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Zane Pov.....
She wanna' play with a nigga early in the morning.
So I turned over and got close to her ass.
I put my dick inside her without warning. She arched her back and gasped loudly.
I Put my hand over mouth and I had my other arm pushing her back down a little.
I stroked in her slowly for like ten seconds, then I sped up my pace.
I sped up and made sure I was hitting her spots real good.
She was moaning and screaming inside my hand.
She was trying reach for something to hold.
"Nah', you want to play huh? I got yo' ass. You bet not cum neither" I Said.
She dead ass be crying whenever I make her hold it.
I found it cute and funny, cause then when she do after I tell her not too, I hit her spots again and make her hold it longer.
I went faster and faster inside her, rearranging her guts and all. She tightened around my dick.
I smacked her ass. "Dont do it."
Aww, Y'all like that? Welp I hope y'all liked these last two chapter's. Because Things are about to get real crazy!
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Bloody Rose: Grind Or Die(Major Editing)
Teen FictionAs Twenty year Old Diamond Baker Enter A New World Of Work, Family, Friends, Adult Hood, And This Thing Called "Love". She Has To Manage To Keep Her Life In Order, Diamond Becomes Face To Face With Dangerous Decisions And Disruptions In Her Life, Th...