Bloody Rose: Grind Or Die(Major Editing)

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'It's time to let go, it's time to leave'

Diamond Pov.....

I have, well we have a couple more days until its time.

I thought things were going to change, but it didn't....it wasn't.

I learned that, the more I hold on to this toxic relationship the more I'm putting my self at risk and not only myself, but my kids too.

I was laying low at Dre's cabin in the woods.

He Don't know that in here and that I know about this place.

"Ma, when is we going to leave from this place. It's too creepy here man" Kiy said.

"In a few more days I promise baby." I told him.

"Thank God!" he said.

I just laughed at his excitement.

"Kiy come sit next to me real quick. Let's have a little chatty chat" I said and patted on the spot next to me.

"What's up ma?" he asked and sat down.

"So as you can tell I gained a little weight" I said.

"A little? how about alot!" he said.

My faced sadden a little.

"I'm playing ma, but you did gained a few though." he said.

"Yes I did and its because I am-"

"You are pregnant" he interrupted.

"How rude. And, yes I am pregnant, you are going to be a brother. Not just any brother but a big brother" I stated.

"I hope its a girl so I can beat niggas up if they try her" he said in all cockiness.

I laughed. " Boy watch your mouth" I said.

"My bad ma, but I'm Happy for you. I just hope you can actually have it and everything goes well" he said hugging me.

I was starting to tear up.

"Awe" I cooed.

"I love you Ma and I don't want to see you hurt no more. I'm going to be the best Son and big Brother I can be. I promise." he said.

"I love you more sugar foot" I said and kissed his head.

"Eww, that was wet" he said and wiped his forehead.

I chuckled. "Boy"

"If its a girl can we name her Anais? or Amara? or Serenity?" he asked.

I was surprised.

"Then actually are some really cute names Kiy, where did you come up with those?" I asked. I was very curious of where he came up with it from.

"I was just thinking, like what if I have a child and its a girl , what would I name her, you know?" he said with a goofy smile on his face.

"Mmhmm, let me find out you having sex and one of them girls you had sex with name is Serenity or Amara or Anais" I said and got up.

"Ew ma, that's nasty. I would never" he said, laughing.

I laughed with him.

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4:23 pm

My phone started to ring.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Hello, is this Ms. Baker?" the lady asked over the phone.

"Yes, who's asking?" I asked.

"Hello, Ms. Baker My name is Ashlee Monroe and I was wondering how and when can I get interviewed for the manager postion for your shop?" She asked.

"Well, next week Wednesday at noon, you can come down to the shop and we will discuss from there. Just email my business account and I will send a reminder to you so you wouldn't forget." I told her.

"Thank you so much, goodbye" She exclaimed.

"No problem Sweetie" with that I hung up and sat my phone back down on the counter.

"Look at God!" I semi-yelled.

I feel like everything was coming together.

"Ma Shhh! I'm trying to watch TV" Kiy said.

"I'm sorry baby" I said and smiled.

This Little boy just turned 13 and he swear he was the boss.

My phone started ringing again.

It Was Mama E.

"Hey Ma!!" I answered.

"Hey baby, how's everything?" she asked.

"Good, we holding up. Are you still going to take us to the place this weekend?" I asked her.

"Yes, Ms. Zani And I is going to take yall."

"Awe, thank y'all so much, I really appreciate it. I'm going to send you guys both flip phones with my new number and Kiy's new number in it next week okay?"

"Okay, dear I Love you.We just want y'all to be careful and if you need us we are just one phone call away." She said.

"Okay Mama, I have to go now. talk to you later, I love you too! Mmmmwaaa" I blew a kiss over the phone and hung up.

I needed to go to the grave site before I do anything else.

It was time.