simon - i love you

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" And if I die tonight just know that you were the last person on my mind"

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•Y/N pov•

Knowing that the person you love could possibly die right now is the worst feeling in the world.
I love him so much, my life would be ruined without him.

Simon Minter.

•Rewind 2hrs•

I was so excited to film with Simon today I haven't seen him since I went on a family trip to LA I can't wait!

I was setting up all the equipment for the video, lights, cameras, microphone.
Until I got a call,

"Hello,"
"Hi this is London hospital is this y/n" a crackly voice speaks through the phone.
"Yes This is y/n" I say getting a little worried thinking why the hospital would call me?
"I am here to say that your 'boyfriend' Simon Minter has been escorted to the hospital and has been in a terrible car accident" the woman says with sympathy in her voice,
"S-Simon?" I managed to get out
"Yes dear" the lady says.

I drop my phone on the hard ground possibly cracking the screen but why would I care,
I'm in shock the tears start streaming down my face, as I rush into my car at full speed, racing down the road hoping not to get pulled over.

I pull up to the hospital and sprint in, I have tear stained cheeks,
now covered with fresh tears, I rush up to the desk,
"SIMON MINTER CAR CRASH"
I scream.
With all the energy I have left in me I run to the door the lady at the counter said and I burst inside,through the door,
This is when I lost it I broke down on my knees looking at all the wires hooked up to him, all around his body. He looks so pale so weak,

Why him
What has he ever done.

I start to get angry I punch the ground and let out a scream then burst into more tears.

"Baby don't cry" I hear a weak voice say so quietly.
"Simo-"
"Come here"
I walk over slowly looking at his weak pale face, making me emotional thinking about all the happy times we've had together,

I hope this isn't our last moment together,

Simon reached out and grabbed my hand with is cold one and held it so weakly but with all the strength he had left in his body.

"Baby, if I die tonight just know you were the last person on my mind, I won't ever forget you dead or alive, I-I-I love you"




Beeeeeeeeeeeep




The never ending beeping sound rang in my ears as I watched his lifeless face slowly loose all colour.
I couldn't move I just stood there, until Josh just arrived with the others,
Josh came up to me he didn't say anything he just held me so I could let all my emotions out

Sadness, because I lost him,
Anger, thinking I could have done something even though I know I couldn't have done anything.
And both emotions mixed, thinking I should be the one in his position not him.
Im to scared, shocked to even mention his name again,

I miss him already,
I love you,
Simon Minter and I always will,




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