Snowflakes

Love

note from author::

yes this be dedicated to my cutie.♥♥♥

Love.I dont know what it is.I want to feel love.All the love songs, they remind me of what i dont have.Or do i?If i was in love would i know it?Everybody wants love like in movies.But movies end; you dont see the outcome.It could be bad; the lovers never see each other again.

"Give me more lovin' than i've ever had, make me feel better when i'm feeling sad.Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.Make me feel good when i hurt so bad, barely getting mad i'm so glad i found you.I love being around you, you make it easy its easy as 1234.There's only 1 thing 2 say 3 words 4 you, i love you♥"

I love that song.1, 2, 3, 4 by the plain white t's.Hey there Delilah by the plain white t's.Awhite demon love song by the killers.Athousand years by christina perri.They all remind me of my boyfriend.Especially the last song.Dont ask me why, they just do.

You wanna know why i like him?Why he makes me happy everyday?  Well:

All those things people say about me: stupid, gringa, mean, rude, nerd, bitch, white, mean, rude, mean, rude, white, gringa.He looked past that.Wasnt fazed by any of that.He liked me for me.He may think i'm weird and crazy, but he also thinks im smart, beautiful, and whatever else.He's funny without having to be gross.Unlike all the people i've met since i came here, he was nice to me.He made me laugh.

"once i caught myself smiling for no reason, then i realized i was thinking of you" I catch my self doing that to this day.Realizing that he's mine.Realizing that i'm his.We may be an odd couple, but the fact that we're so different from each other makes it all exceptional.He was the first person to make me blush, ever.And i've been in this world for 14 years.So to me thats pretty big.I think about him a lot. During lunch i look for him, then once i find him i cant seem to look away.In class i sneak looks at him to see if he's looking at me.He's never really looking at me unless i stole something from him but hey a girl can dream, right?

"But watching you stand alone all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow"

Every time i see him, i fall for him all over again.I never want what we have to end.

A thousand years together, a never ending story. . . . . . . . . . .